Fresh start weigh in...lets get this party started. :)

Today I weighed for the first time in awhile and I'm still at 230...so YAY me. :) No gain is good. I haven't exactly been careful about my food choices lately...but all that changes today. Well actually tomorrow, as I'm going shopping today to prepare my cupboards and fridge. It's just time I start working on my health. There is so much crap going on in my life on a daily basis, but I need to focus. I need to work on ME. I need to learn to love ME enough to see how important this is. How this really could improve my life. Oh I know it won't make the kids behave, and it won't erase all of our money issues...but it will give me some spark to my life. I may actually be able to walk better if I'm not luggin around and extra 100 lbs...I may feel alive again, like life really isn't over for me! There really may be something out there. There may be a brighter day around the corner and if I work at it, I just may find it someday. :)