Wow! How'd I turn 50?!
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Wednesday was my 50th Birthday! The age doesn't bother me except that I can't quite do all I'd like to do; I tire easier. The thing that does bother me is that I wanted to be at my goal weight by now -- instead I'm still hanging around the spot I've been since March. I seem to be stuck in the 170's! It's not a bad spot; I feel much healthier and can wear size 14s. But I don't want to stay here!
So how did I respond?! I bought a bunch of junk and ate myself to death! UGH!! I want to remember how badly my stomach feels right now. I don't want to feel this anymore! I need to get back to salads and fruits and lay off the junk!
What's my conclusion?! I don't want to stay here! I don't want to give up!! I'm going to focus on my daily activity. I'm going to measure my foods. I'm going to plan my meals. I'm not giving up or giving in!! I can do this!!
Edit: Forgot to add that I got a new job! I wasn't really planning on going back to work so soon, but it was too good of an offer to refuse. I'm working parttime at an attorney's office with my workout buddy. It's a trial thing for right now but I think it's working out well. That just adds to my time constraints. I'll figure it all out!