Thursday, September 04, 2008
So...I'm home today. I took today and tomorrow off. Actually these were unplanned days off but much needed. I had a lil tiff with my boyfriend, guyfriend, I don't even know how to refer to him yet but it happened early this morning. What a way to start the day huh? It made me sad. I was laying in my bed thinking about how low my confidence felt at that moment. I wonder if guys go thru the same thing. I got myself up and made some scrambled cheese eggs + 2 slices of raisin toast. I also drank some OJ and ate an orange lol. That breakfast was a wopping 700+ calories! It tasted soooo good going down but now I really have to space out what I'll eat the rest of the day. I wanted to head to the park later w/ my beau (to make up) and have ourselves a lil picnic. I also weighed in this morning and my scale read 230lb. I've come to realize that I can't be so obsessed with weighing myself as much as I have been. It's crazy how my weight fluctuates! Hmmm maybe I'll head to the gym now and then make it back for our lil park rendevous. Yea, that way I can burn off some of these calories. That'll make me feel waaaay better! Ok, till next time.
xoxoox (Feeling better already)