A sleepless night.

I'm having trouble trying to sleep. I'm in a cleaning frenzy. That's ok I guess, but nothing seems good enough. I'm losing weight, dieting, and exercising every day but I'm just wish I would see more progress faster. I know 1 pound is better than no pounds lost, I just wish there was a 0 added behind it. I know that's not healthy but it's one of those dreams. I wake up and I'm thin and where I want to be in life.
I'm working hard, but feel like I could be working harder or trying harder. I've gone to the gym every day and I feel the work I'm doing in my legs but wish I could look in the mirror and see some improvements.
I have very high hopes and I'm just praying I don't let myself down this time.... I think it would be devestating and not sure I'd recover or want to try again.