August has not been my month
Saturday, August 23, 2008
I'm not eager for school to start and to return to the daily work grind, but August has been a really bad month for me (as you know if you ahve been reading my blogs). I am really hitting rock bottom and feeling awful. I am having a medical procedure Monday that has required me to take hormones all month - and for the next THREE months (nothing medically serious - as my son says, I am getting "fixed"). I really wish I could blame this unbelievable surge in eating (and weight) on that but I don't think that is completely it - although maybe coming to terms with my stage in life is part of the puzzle. I sure wish I didn't have 8 extra pounds - in one month! - to show for it.
I coudl probably going listing potential excuses, but the bottom line is that I am just a big mess and need to start over in the morning (I write this at nearly 9 pm, so hope I've done all the damage I can do for today). I re-set my SP settings to fast break and am just going back to square one.
Please pray for me, friends. I really need it.