A Prayer for help
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Well my body is still attacking me. Ha Ha, thats so weird to actually hear.
But I speak the truth. For 3mths now I have been put on antibiotic one after another with no relief. Now my whole body is weak and I have muscle and joint pain all over. Even my fingers and toes hurt.
My boss ordered me to go and see my primary as the Urologist is not doing what he promised. So I go to see her and she says the same thing... "your UA is normal, lets try this antibiotic". She suggested that I rush my next scan to possibly see if there is something present in my bladder or kidney.
My entire body feels as though I have been beat up or did an all over workout when I haven't even been to the gym in months. Why can't they tell me whats wrong?
I went through all of this in 2003-2005 until they finally found the tumor in my kidney. Don't want to go there again.
My prayer "Please Jehovah GOD give me the strength to continue if it is your will. I feel like you are calling me home. You are a wonderful and loving GOD and I put no other before you. Give them the knowledge needed to diagnose me correctly. My body can not continue with all of these medications and pain. Jehovah give me peace of mind to accept and not question your will. In your sons name, Jesus Christ, I pray, AMEN."