Thursday, July 10, 2008
Ok, here it is Thursday, I've made it to the gym 1 time this week. However I have jumped on my tredmill and elipitcal machine the past 2 days.
I didn't make it to they gym again this morning, all because I'm stressing out over money and what little of it I have. Here lately everything I do I stop and think ok how much is it going to cost me. For example, drive 20 mins to gym=gas money, or stay home run on tredmill and elipitcal=sweat for free, lol.
We are even thinking about cancelling our vacation that we planned back in February. It SUCKS, I can't stand living like this, its driving me CRAZYYYYYY.
I'm at least doing something I guess, and I do feel better after running on tredmill, however when I'm at the gym I get a full hour of "ME" time. Kids go into the daycare and I get to take a class where my instructors kick my b'hind. As much as I miss being there, I should just be happy I'm still motivated to use the equipment I have at home.
I know I'm just blabbing here and I'm not the only one that is strapped for cash. Lord knows our gas prices are breaking us all. I've even had to discontinue my home phone service, one less expense, I'm on the verge of discontinuing the DTV as well. I don't ever watch TV and my children have enough movies that if they wanna watch something they can pop a movie in.
I've got so much going on right now, I wanna scream. I'm not only going to college, but I'm also taking a course to become a medical transcriptionist. Which will be something I can do from home until I'm done college. But its hard to concentrate on it when the kids are fighting. I get so aggravated when I'm trying to work on my studies and the k ids can't get along. Mostly because I know the sooner I get this done the sooner I can start to work......aaaaaHHHHHHHH
On top of the fact I can't get my desktop to work so I have to do my transcribing on my laptop which is a little unconfortable. As well as the desk chair I have, I need new one, but once again, it cost money I don't have. eeeerRRRRR
I just need to take a chill pill..........................