I hate getting my picture taken!
Sunday, July 06, 2008
I really hate getting my picture taken. my sister sent me this pic that we had taken with our brothers( i cropped everybody else out) A few years ago. My hair was growing out from having had chemo, and I had bleached it blonde coz that was the color it had been for years. Boy what a picture shows that you just don't see. I think I hide behind the facade that if I don't see it, it isn't there. Well ,everytime I take a pic that fact is still true. When I look at this pic ,All I see is a fat face with blonde hair . It is a horrible picture. It is one of the reasons I'm here. I want to like my picture. This one was taken before I lost 45 lbs. The one on my Sparkpage was taken after.
I have had My pic taken a couple of times in my life and liked them. They were taken at the DMV. Strange huh. Usually those are the pics that people complain about the most. One was twenty yrs ago and the other 13yrs ago. I'm even willing to take into consideration the years and the sagging skin and all just to get a glimpse of that girl. To see her in the mirror again ,at least a little.