i feel fat and lazy today......
Monday, June 30, 2008
i just had two hot pockets and i'm just sitting here. although, i have just been sitting here for the past few weeks and not doing anything i think it's just hitting me how much i haven't been doing. i did lose a few pounds (about 20) the first couple weeks i after surgery, from just sleeping all day and not really eating and having to use all my upper body to crutch around and all my abs to get up and move around. but now i just feel like i should be doing more or something....or eating less (which is just stupid because i'm already not eating much) but i know that doing that isn't healthy at all.
idk.....i just feel like a tub of lard of right now.