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Nothing comes between me and my Calvin's...

Friday, June 06, 2008

I've come to realize I have to be apart of a challenge. Once my team's Spring challenge was over, I found myself feeling lost. I don't have any goals like the most of the people on SP, and this scares me. I read so many pages through out the day to keep me focused. I don't have a plan for being 200lbs nor do I have one for when I reach 165lbs. It just hit me. I have a pair of Calvin's that I wanted to wear to Miami but my muffin top wouldn't allow me. Yeah that's right I said Calvin's... I'm a 80's baby. I forgot all about these perfect jeans. And with the perfect jeans, I know I would need the perfect shoe. Now I have something to focus on. To get into these jeans is my next goal. Feeling this way is what motivates me. I have to do this in levels. I am nervous because I feel I can break down before December. I gained a few pounds while on vacation, not to mention it's TOM, so... Gaining these few pounds has really freaked me out. I've been fat all these years, why I'm I letting it get to me like this? Just focus on them Calvin's Tab, just focus on them Calvin's
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    Your doing great, you'll be fittin in your Calvin's in no time. I believe in you. Congrats on your losses this far.
    3662 days ago
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