Tomorrow is BREDUC day!
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Ok, here goes. I am looking forward to this so much. I am scared coz things can go wrong. I have had surgery that didn't go smoothly and had less then satisfactory results. I am so hoping that this will go smoothly.
My daughter said last night when we were talking about what size to go to ,that It doesn't really matter coz at my age what difference does that make. I have a problem with that statement. I wish I hadn't been so tired last night ,I would have taken issue with it then.
I wonder why young people think that when you get to a certain age you no longer should or do care about how your body looks. I am going on 52 yrs old and darn it I do care . I want to look good for my husband, myself, in clothes. I wonder why that seems to have an age on it.
Maybe it doesn't to all younger people. maybe it was a slip of the tongue for my daughter. I don't know. I guess I'm touchy about it. I have never been able to find a shirt that looked good coz if it fit one place it was big someplace else.
I am doing this for back issues. If I had thought of it sooner I may have done it for cosmetic reasons alone. It was talked about 20 yrs ago with some co-workers but that was as far as it got. If my insurance hadn't been willing to pay for it I woudn't have had it done either. i don't have that kind of money laying around.
So anyway, tomorrow is breduc day. Wish me luck. I want to thank alot of friends for their support and advice and info. You know who you are.
I need to stop rambling now and get on with this long day of wait.