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Thursday, May 29, 2008

Holy crap ( I would use a more descriptive term, but I don't want the Spark Po-lice coming after me!). Talk about falling off the friggin' wagon. That SUCKED. Note to self: Don't do that again, DumbA$$!

So how did my spiral down to the chocolaty-flavored dark side begin? It was that damn penis cake. Seriously! Think about it. Who in their right mind could eat a piece of penis cake without booze?? Lots of booze??? It's like the whole experience of having and eating a piece of penis cake just loses that special "saav-wah-fare" without a good cocktail (HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! COCKTAIL!!! Yeah, I went there...and you thought I wouldn't, huh, fan? :) )...and it's also a little gross. But it's best not to go there...

Then there were the showers, the birthdays, the beginning-of-spring BBQ's, the wedding, it was all one big food-and-booze fest. And I kept thinking in my denial-laced mind, "Oh just one more burger/beer/scoop of ice cream/beer/chip-n-dip/beer/dee
p-fried Mars bar..." ok, ick on the Mars bar, but there was always that one more beer and you get the picture. OUT OF CONTROL. NO logging my food, NO water, NO exercise...~sigh~...and you want to know how deep the denial goes? I'm seriously thinking that by bleaching my teeth and using tanning lotion, my fat-ness won't be so on display at my 20-year HS reunion in 3 weeks...what IS that?!?

I'm back, tho. Kicking and screaming at myself all the way, but I'm back.

LOTS of booze...~shudder~...

S. :)
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    Missed u and glad u r back! sounds like the devil u made u do it (penis cake!) so begin anew.
    It really doesn't count when the devil made you do it! LOL! Here's to getting back on track and kicking that ole devil in the penis cake. Unless you think u really do deserve a spankin.
    And what the heck, if you have to buy some spanks and go to that reunion. Mine is in August this year and I'm already crying like a baby about it. Be brave. Be strong. Be funny and smart like I know you r!
    3675 days ago

    Comment edited on: 6/1/2008 11:02:34 AM
    So the penis cake took you down the chocolaty dark side, huh? It's always right there, knockin' on the back door just waiting for you to let it in... Sometimes you just gotta give and say okay. (The alcohol helps, too.)
    emoticon (Thinking about it....)
    emoticon (Just said yes.....)
    3677 days ago
    Beanie, your back and that is all that matters. We missed your crazy a$$, even if you added a few pounds to it.

    At least you have the guts to go to your reunion, I absolutely refuse to go to mine. Won't do it no way no how. I can't face all those wrinkles on those once smooth faces, it will only remind me about how old I'm getting, not to mention how fat I got.
    3677 days ago
    WOW! emoticon

    Get back on track for those 3 weeks and forever after that. Even if nothing changes, you can at least feel good that you tried.

    Love the pic. hehehe
    3677 days ago

    Comment edited on: 5/30/2008 12:23:43 PM
    beleive me, everyone will me more concerned with their own failures on display at the reunion to worry about you! lol.

    glad you've pulled yourself out of the rut...way to go!
    3677 days ago
    Joy! Happiness! Laughter!!! So glad you're back.

    Don't worry about the reunion. The whole class will be fatter and more tan than you remembered. They will also have whiter teeth. By these signs will you know they were worried about it too!
    3677 days ago
    Beanie!!! I've missed you and that's never a good thing...descending into my loose women withdrawals. It was an ugly stage in my life *sigh* but now you're back and we can have a blast again! And of course it starts with the penis cake, I mean seriously...

    Glad to have you back!
    3677 days ago
  • AMYG67
    sounds like a helluva time. A penis cake? you should post pictures!!LOL, have fun at your reunion, I had mine a couple years ago and it was really fun. everyone is much more relaxed at "Our Age". I'm sure you will look great, and as I found out there is always someone who looks worse. Mine happened to be a former classmate who showed up in DRAG!!! Have fun.
    3678 days ago

    Comment edited on: 5/29/2008 10:33:10 PM
    Oh, girl, we missed you SO BIG!
    Dang, a food and drink and fun break. Gee, I wonder if there are ANY of us that haven't ridden that truck in the bassackwards direction at some point? Hmm? What you want to bet? The driver of the truck is so CUTE!
    3678 days ago
    'bout time.
    3678 days ago
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