Saturday, May 24, 2008
I have just got done putting a friends baby to sleep.. well, it is my brothers friends.. and my mother and I watch the baby when they want to go out. All I have to say is that there is NO EXCUSE for being THAT ignorant. I understand that they are just children themselves and that this baby is their third!! but you would think that you could take care of this one (keeping him clean and fed) seeing as how you have two other children whom are still alive even after you have cared for them since they were born. It just upsets me that there are children having babies.. multiple s's... and they can barely take care of themselves let alone a family... and you have people whom (myself included) would love to have a baby, could care for it and take care of it, yet cant have one to save their life. I just get angry at myself even though I know it is not "my" fault but I feel angry at my body because it wont let me. I mean.. isnt that the reason woman are built the way we are.. to reproduce. Well Hell...... What am I supposed to be if I cant? I know I am still a lady because I have all the parts... thay just obviously dont all work correctly..lol..
I am sorry.. I just get really upset about this type of thing.