Under construction/ emotionally and physically

Thursday, May 22, 2008

I have been dealing with a hectic work schedule, but I am finally at peace with the jitters of working again, i feel a lil mor independent. I still here the whispers in my ear, telling me I 'm not as small as I was when i first started, i gained weight after joining, I'm no longer sexy and that my boyfriend will no longer want me, but these are voices I have to fight and keep under control, because it starts with me I can't eat all kinds of food when I'm down I have to take a lil responsbility, yes this weight problem is fast spreading desease, but i have great ppl, who are doing it and losing the weight ( such as Joette a great friend who stays on my butt and reminded me of my blogs, lol ) and then have prettynink23, who is sturggling with me but we hang int here and encourage eacother, she is amazing and I don't know what I would have done without her and many of my sparkers who r keeping up with me and hanging in there, I put this pic up, alil afraid of what pplw ould think, she know she need to stop or she got rolls here and there, but I had a guy friend from another site( he helps me cuz he does bodybuilding) he told me I look more toned and he could see a change I couldn't and that made me appreciate it even more, So i say don't always listen to the crazy voices in ur head, as long as u have the spark and great friends u too, could pick up your spirits and feel a lil better, not 100% no, but just maybe 50% and 50% feels pretty darn good to me ( i'll save 100% for when i get 20 pounds lighter, lol) emoticon..( but i do think this pic looks ok, joette) not the bomb but i see what u man about the curves and that's why i liked it, lol..thanks
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    Um, this is a LOVELY picture! Please keep fighting those voices. Oprah once said "You can talk yourself out of anything". Each time you hear a voice telling you what you can't do or can't become, reassure yourself that you CAN do it and WILL!

    Hang in there love!

    4640 days ago
    I'm so proud of you putting this up! You look great!
    I haven't been brave enough to put up more pictures of myself other than the one on my page.

    You can tell those voices in your head to take a hike. You are a wonderfully sweet, beautiful lady. I'll be praying that God will show you how He sees you - as the beautiful lady you are.

    You're doing so good!
    Have an incredible week!
    :) emoticon
    4650 days ago
  • RUT123
    I also think you look fantastic girl! Hang in there!
    4651 days ago
  • J0ETTE
    You're right I AM going to keep on you to let us know what's goin' on in that pretty lil head of yours. ;)

    You are sounding like you don't like that pic.... My first thought was WOW! It is an amazing picture. It definitely shows off some of the curvy parts. ;)
    4663 days ago
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