Saturday, April 19, 2008
Well here it is another week over and altho' I did lose another 2.5# I don't know how I did. I feel like Humpty Dumpty. Only didn't just fall off wall I hit it first. Then climbed up it and fell off over and over!!
I don't know what it is. Is it fear of actually losing this weight and then what will I do?? Is it excitment that I am getting close to goal and think I need to celebrate??
I need to figure it out. Yesterday I came home to find that Dh had won a bag of jerky at his bkfst. meeting yesterday. So of course I had to sample..By the time dinner came I was full anyway but still ate..I was so miserable afterwards and realized that was how I used to feel all the time.It was exhausting trying to do laundry and walk across the floor.
So guess this was one more lesson for me to learn. Maybe with the help of all the kings men I can put myself together again and stay that way..hhmmmmmm