Peeling the band aid off slowly
Sunday, March 30, 2008
My last blog was about my breakup - this is a continuation. There is a reason why when people live together and they break up - SOMEONE NEEDS TO MOVE OUT. He is still here and everyday since we broke up has been a continuous break up. We discuss what went wrong, over and over and over. I have noticed that my energy and motivation level has gone down considerably.
The good news is that he leaves next week so this is not going to be an ongoing situation because I know I couldn't handle and this most definitely is not healthy. Therefore this blog is not a pity party blog, it is a reminder to myself and anyone that is listening, when it's over, ITS OVER. It is much worse to sit around and continue to remember what could have been. Because if it was all that great, we wouldn't be here in the first place and what could have been, never was, so here I am (that made sense to me).
Next week - will be an awesome week because graduation will be less than 10 days away and I can get back on track.