I hate being female sometimes!!!
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Oh, the monthly joys of being a female! I have done nothing but crave the things I can usually moderate pretty well. I have just been hungry. It is truly killing me. I took the kids for pizza yesterday and I know that I ate more than I should have there. Why didn't I just stick with the stupid salad bar? That would have been the good thing to so along with having maybe one piece of pizza. I had the 2 pieces of pizza (okay, in all honesty, they were not big pieces), bread sticks, the salad and a bit of soda. I didn't completely gorge myself like I would have in the past, but I didn't do as well as I should have. I have been craving chocolate and pastires like there is no tomorrow. It is killing me!!! I am going to hit the grocery store today and load up on some good things to eat. I am going to make some more of the apple muffins since they are so good, good for you and satisfy the sweet tooth along with getting in some good nutrients. I just need to snap out of it. This has been a bad month for me as far as TOM goes so I am sure that has something to do with it. Not excusing it, mind you, just understanding where ti comes from. Next month, I need to be better prepared with making sure that I don't have an arsenal of crap laying around here that is so easy for me to eat. I am going to also make some more energy bars and trail mix. That should be good for me when the sweet tooth strikes. I can feel like I am eating something without blowing it. I am dreading stepping on the scale on Saturday. I hope it won't be a complete disaster.
On the flip side, I did get to the gym yesterday. I was able to get in a good spinning session. I wasn't going to spin, but I did and I am glad. Today I am off for the elliptical and some weights. I hate doing the weights at the Y sometimes, I guess I feel extrememly self conscious. I don't know why. It doesn't bother me to use the weight equipment, but I don't like to do the free weights. I don't know why I am so self conscious, but I am. Maybe one of these days I will break down and work with someone, but as it stands, I can't justify the expense right now.
I am going to give the ol kitchen a re-haul and clean out the crap and I am going to get some "good stuff" in there. I have got to get off this merry go round and get back on track like there is no tomorrow! Wish me luck!