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March 2 Texas Independence Day

Sunday, March 02, 2008

re Saturday March 1 yesterday: my depression funk tends to separate my soul, my heart and mind ... yet some part of me/ME placed the body into the bathtub then drove into town where I had a massage; exercised AND met people with fascinating conversation and thoughts...

somehow ME was lured back but only partially... it is a struggle-- climbing back into my body.... then I came home to discover such wonderful comments on my blog... So even more of ME returned Saturday night... There was enough of ME to get up and busy today Sunday....

the 'brain attack' (a phrase from a SP friend) still leaves a fresh tender scar. Memories brush over this scar and tears drop down today... perhaps my clinical depression/brain attack is shedding skin so that me/ME can grow???

Thanks so much to all who were messengers of the Universe... Thanks for reminding me of my worthiness, I am daughter, sister, spouse, mother, aunt, friend, human being... not human doing...

I do matter... OUCH it still hurts to say that... what cruelty I/we have towards self... I will continue my healing and journey...
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  • KNAUGHT61
    It sound like you did the right things to loosen the depression's sudden and vice-like grip: and let your ME come out. Wonderful! I hope the depression will fade more and more each day and go back to the land of ephemera where it belongs. Keep doing the things your ME needs to do! Kathleen
    4367 days ago
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