Friday, February 22, 2008
I have been smoke free for almost 2 weeks. Yippee for me=) as bad as I want to start again or have at least just one more I can't. I can't and won't because I love me, my husband, my son and my family I love not smelling like smoke and being able to smell my perfume yet at the end of the day. I love not having to take the time to go outside and sit in the cold and smoke. I love not waking up and wondering if I have enough cigarettes for the day or if I need to run and get more. I love feeling healthy and I think I am more beautiful without a cig hanging out my mouth. As hard as it is at times I just remind myself of all the loves I have for quitting sometimes that helps and then there are the times where I just want to scream. I have made it 2 weeks and cannot wait to say I have made it 2 months. Does it get easier??