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Hello Sparkies!

I'm 19, a third year university student. I'd describe myself as a classic-over thinker, who's quirky, introverted but talkative, oxymoron and at times insane.

After an amazing year, I managed to get down to my goal weight and exceeded my expectations. I was finally gaining confidence, doing things that I never thought I could stir up the courage to and was 'happy'.

Then things went wrong. This year has been tough, emotionally. And I began to revert back to my old ways. I'm currently stuck in a claustrophobic cycle of guilt where I gain then lose weight, then gain and lose weight, etc. At the moment I am 5'6 and 135 pounds. I'd like to get down to 130 and tone. But most importantly, I want to work on ME. I need to learn where my insecurities stem from and how to...Heal. I need to learn that I can't simply patch up wounds and hope they heal. I need also learn that I cannot pick at past scars.

This blog will be my escape - Where I can speak my inner thoughts without fear of judgement or persecution. Where I can simply be myself. If you read this, know that my entries were written with mindset that they will never be read. Maybe that'll keep me blatantly honest.

Who knows, maybe I'll hear from some of you.

Member Since: 12/27/2011

Fitness Minutes: 3,787

My Goals:
1) To lose 1.5 pounds per week.
2) To workout 5 times a week on assigned days
3) To conquer my fears.

My Program:
1) Workout for 30 minutes 5 times a week
2) Drop the junk food and eating out at school and save that money instead!
3) Attempt to eat more vegetables, and more fruits (which I love)
4) Weight in every Monday

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"That which we persist doing becomes easier, not the task itself has become easier, but that of our ability to perform it has improved".

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  • v COASTAL6
    Your my new Sparkfriend.
    Visit my Spark page.
    Have a great week.
    I'm rooting for you!
    1610 days ago
  • v A_XC125
    Hey! I'm back with Spark for a little; school hasn't calmed down, but I have some time to just chill out. How are you? Is school going well?
    2288 days ago
  • v A_XC125
    It's alright! I had to get used to checking my page for comments and goodies too. It's unfortunate that they don't notify you when you have new messages other than SparkMail.

    I'm back to college today - how about you? Haha, the challenge begins.

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    2324 days ago
  • v A_XC125
    Don't worry, I deal with the same things. Especially when the week is over and I find that I've lost weight. It's like a, "well OF COURSE you lost weight, you're eating healthier and exercising!" kinda' thing, but for some reason I'm always so surprised when it happens. I'm glad that your first week went well. Keep up the work :)

    And hey, I'm going to add you as a SparkFriend! Feel free to do the same. This way we can keep up with one another and see how everything is going.

    2330 days ago
    Same, even though I've been really on and off for a while. But you can so feel the difference if you do well for ages and then stop for a while. You feel RUBBISH!

    How was your NYE? xoxo
    2331 days ago
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