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I do not want to look around and think about how I am the heaviest person in the room.
I do not want to feel self- conscious when I eat around others.
I do not want to feel ashamed of the size I wear when shopping with friends.
I do not want to worry if I will fit in a life jacket when I'm boating
I do not want to look at the girls on the boat next to me and feel inferior.
I do not want to be self conscious when I go out with friends because they are thinner than me.
I do not want to question my physical capabilities because of my weight.
I do not want to feel like guys don't "check me out" anymore because I am chubby.
I do not want people to judge me as lazy and undisciplined because I'm over weight.
I do not want to feel the disappoint when I look at myself in the mirror.
I do not want to worry about the health implications that come with being overweight.
I do not want to be seen as having a "pretty face."
I do not want to lose opportunities because of my weight.
I do not want to feel defeated by food.
I do not want to look at atheletic people and just "wish" I was like them. I want to be like them.

I want to enjoy life not thinking about my how big I am.
I want to love the pictures I am in.
I want my husband to proud of the way his wife looks.
I want to look hot in my business suits.
I want to turn heads when I walk in a room.
I want to walk with confidence.
I want to be an example of how anything is possible.
I want to feel in control of my body.
I want to be the person I have been in my own mind.
I want to try new things without fear of being judged by my weight.

I will think about these things each time I feel discouraged.
I will treat my body like the temple it is.
I will fuel my body like a machine.
I will give my everything with each workout.
I will acknowledge every pound lost as success.
I will think about high blood pressure, high cholesterol and heart attacks before I splurge or feed a desire.
I will lose the image of "obesity."

I will succeed.

Member Since: 2/19/2011

Fitness Minutes: 834

My Goals:
2015 GOALS-
1) 30 minute 5K
2) Cross Fit Class
3) Half Marathon in December
4) Get out of the Obese Range!

2011 Goals-
2012 Goals
1) 30 minute 5K (accomplished 5/2012, 5K in 29 minutes!)
2) Cross Fit session
3) Go from current BMI of 33.9 (obese) to overweight or normal. (accomplished 9/2012)

My Program:
** Update- 2/10/15***
I am back up to high weight (two lbs from my highest ever). Creating my goals I realized they were the exact same as they were in 2012 (when I achieved them). This back and forth has been going on for the last ten years- it's time to make a lasting change and that means things need to be sustainable and not rushed. I am definitely all about the clean eating, but I feel like when I take an all or nothing approach I kill it for the first few month then slip off track and find myself back at square one 6 months to a year later. My approach is more realistic this time. My lifestyle just doesn't work with NO processed foods. I will do my best to minimize them little by little so hopefully I create a lifestyle instead of a temporary project.

Primal eating makes sense to me... I try to eat only healthy carbs like sweet potatoes, nuts and seeds. I'm not as consistent as I would like to be, but I'm trying! I like to run, but

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***UPDATE- 2/10/15****
I am now 35 years old and still married to that amazing man. My career is still sales, but I am not focused on technology and work for an amazing company!
*****************I'm 33 years old, married to the most amazing man I could have ever asked for (I know, cheesy, but true). I am an MBA graduate and currently work in sales for the largest International Dental Distributor. I love to learn- I'm always reading self-help books and always pursuing something ... right now I've got Rosetta Stone on my shelves for when I finish my real estate license (random, I know). I do have pretty intense anxiety issues that I have been working through the last several years and taking care of myself is a huge part of that. Things started to fall in place when I started to eat right for the right reasons... not just to look hot in a bikini. I still have a long way to go, but I'm ready to make the other half of my journey =)

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