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I'm Sarah and I'm 31 yrs. old.
It is now June 2012 and my weight is back up. I am getting back in the game slowly after having a fractured and dislocated tailbone. After months of physical therapy, and ongoing Acupuncture and Chiropractic care I am finally at a point where I feel confident I can get back in the gym. Hopefully this will all come together and I will be better physically than I have ever been in my life. I'm just taking it all one step at a time.
I'm trying to get back on track after gaining back some of the weight I had lost. I was within 10 lbs of my goal weight when I let myself slip. I can't explain why.
What I do know is that my weight loss had brought out a confidence in myself that I didn't know I had. As I've been gaining, I can see is starting to fade and I don't want to go back to who I was before. I've been attending spin class, but that has just allowed the gaining to remain slow rather than rapid. I need to get my eating under control.

I'm determined to enjoy my thirties and be at peace with myself and my weight. My twenties pretty much sucked for various reasons..... I will totally ROCK my thirties!!

As I lose weight and look back on HOW LONG I have had this weight on me I am almost in mourning for the years in which I was so heavy. I hate looking at my wedding pictures, because I was 200 lbs and at the time that was my heaviest. I keep telling myself that I cannot change the past. All I can worry about is today and only today. I still cannot help but feel sadness for those "lost years".... the years I could have felt better about myself rather than having an intense self loathing.
BUT, I want to be DONE with all of that.
I want to be DONE feeling like I'm not "worthy" enough to shop at certain stores.
I want to be DONE feeling like the fattest woman in the room.
I want to be DONE comparing myself to other women and feeling inferior.
There is so much more to list here, and I will list them as they come to my mind.

Here's to today! May it be a good day!

Member Since: 8/14/2006

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2. To be confident

3. To set a healthy example
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I am currently a stay at home mom to 2 wonderful kids. A girl 8yrs. old and a little guy who is 6yrs.old.

I have been married for 9yrs.

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"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."

" You can dream about it or you can make it happen"

"Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same."

"It's never too late to be what you might have been"

"Those who try to do something and fail .... are infinitely better than those who try to do nothing and succeed."

"Courage does not always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying "i will try again tomorrow."..."

"Life isn't about finding yourself.... Life is about creating yourself."

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    Started Healthe Trim this morning...eatting has got to get under control...gained more than 15 pounds in 3 months. emoticon

    So, drinking my water, eatting my veggies and a fruit side each meal. Help me help me help me lose that weight again...

    2184 days ago
    Hi! I'm doing great, thanks. Just got back on track myself, hadn't been on here for a long long time and as usual had to do some damage control:/ Feeling good right now though, and glad to see you back on, too. Keep in touch with your progress. emoticon
    2285 days ago
    So....Valentine's Day was a diet disaster!!! But have been back on and been good since!! :) How was yours? We bought a NuWave Oven! Still in the box, need some help getting it out and set up :) I'm such a girl. emoticon
    2286 days ago
    Only have one kid this year bringing it home....and I think he'll eat most of it before I get home...LOL :) What can you do? One mini a day??

    emoticon my hardest part tomorrow will be the party in my I will Phen up for tomorrow. :)
    2290 days ago

    Comment edited on: 2/13/2012 8:44:09 PM
    emoticon so tired of all the ouches involved in being feet, my knees, my back...turning the big 40 this year....gotta do something NOW! Glad you're here too....let's do this! emoticon
    2294 days ago
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