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this is my family ... jason 5, jacob 1 ,caleb 2, austin 2, and my husband adam




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hi my name is crystal and Im 5'4" and I’m 185lbs. I have two sons of my own and I have had two miscarriages with my husband. Since I have been married to my husband I have gained ALOT of extra weight ...... {I was 125lbs 4 years ago} I want to loose weight because I feel like I don’t have the energy to play with my kids anymore and I {this is the worst part} don’t feel sexy anymore ..... I use to be all over my husband now I just want to go to sleep with all my clothes on. sometimes I cry at night because I feel like I let my kids and husband down but mostly I cry because I let my self get like this. about 2 1/2 years ago my husband and I had our first pregnancy .... it didn’t make it past 9 weeks ... I felt like I failed the baby and my husband but then exactly 6 months after the misscarriage we got pregnant again and to my disbelief it happened again except we went in for our first ultrasound with the kids and the babies heart had stopped ..... I had to explain to the kids why the doc. ,mommy, and daddy was crying ..... Im still not over it and I don’t think I ever will be ..... I feel like I failed everyone I love that is close to me .... my kids, my husband, my self ,and most of all my two babies that didn’t make it into this world.............

Member Since: 9/30/2008

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im not wanting to get back to what i weighed before................... i just want to be happy with my self again and feel sexy when i take off my clothes....

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im from rincon georgia my email is i also have a myspace under that same email i think its set to private so if you want to talk then message me or add me my last name is parker

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i love to play with the kids out in the yard and i also love to cook all kinds of food..... my mother-in-law is a baker

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    I saw your status. It happens to all of us at one point in time.

    Just start again. Thankfully you are still here and can still keep trying.

    One day at a time will see you to your goals.
    3108 days ago
    Thanks for adding me as a friend.

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    3390 days ago
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    emoticon for adding me as a friend. If I can do anything for you, please feel free to ask. I'll be there for you.

    3391 days ago
    Ooh, you have added me as a friend! Thank you, thank you!!

    I am adding you to my friends too! Remember, I am here if you ever need me!

    I have to tell you, I really love your Intro! My family is my world too!

    I am shorter than you, was heavier than you and am older than you at 57. You can do this, I will try to help you any way I can. Just let me know if I can do anything to support and/or keep you motivated.

    3391 days ago
    HI! I am just popping in to say what's up. :-)
    How has it been going?
    Looking forward to Fall? I know I am! I love Autumn! The cool crisp breezes!The yummy veggies! The gorgeous Fall leaves! If you get a sec, come and visit my Spark page. I love visits!! I gave it a new Fall look and updated my intro.
    Have a great day! Don't hesitate to Sparkmail me anytime you need anything! As a co-captain of calling all Goonies I will do my best to answer any questions or concerns you may have.(((Hugs)) :-)
    3473 days ago
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