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Hi my name is Mindy and I want to be a success at being healthy. I know all the right things, why I don't do them is a mystery. I have lost lots of weight, I have gained lots of weight. I just want to be healthy and happy, right where I am. I try to follow Health at Every Size, however I do know that I do not need excess weight on my body so I would like to lose about 75 pounds and bring my body fat down a great deal.
My goal is to get to true intuitive eating, where generally choose healthy foods and eat when I am hungry and stop when I am satisfied and not to eat out of boredom or emotional need.
I am really mixed up about things because I want to love myself exactly as I am and I get angry that fat people are treated like second class citizens. Its just wrong in so many ways. On the other hand, I know that while I may never be a tiny girl I do not move enough to be good for my body and I eat in binges and for emotional reasons and that is also not good, healthy or treating myself with love. There is a big difference in every thing in moderation and completly wheels off eating, which is how I have been living..as evidenced by my weight gain in the last year.
I am pretty torn between giving the world an F you finger about something so silly as weight (I am a very healthy person in most ways) and wanting to still be more fit.

Member Since: 11/7/2006

Fitness Minutes: 4,705

My Goals:
I want to make me a higher priority in positive way. I want to be strong and healthy inside and out.

I want to lose my gut butt as I call it. I need all the support I can get!

I want to learn to accept compliments and not think "they are just saying that"

My Program:
My Program- Is a work in process. I want to eat helthy and move more to lose weight and be healthy and I need to figure out my relationship with food a little more so that the results of eating healthy are not temporary.

Personal Information:
My name is Mindy, I live in N Texas. I am 42. I think I am having a midlife moment.. not really a crisis but more an epiphany that I want to really spend the second half of my life being true to myself.

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I love TWILIGHT, TrueBLood and alot of Vampire things in general. I love to Read esp Nora Roberts and Charlaine Harris and Stephanie Meyer. I like movies and hanging with friends even though I flake on them alot. I am addicted to radio contests and entering sweepstakes- I am here to tell you, you can win. I have won many many things including my honeymoon. However I can't turn it off an on... I can go months with hardly winning anything and though I try, well it just doesn't happen.
BUT real people do win stuff all the time.
However I have had no luck with the Lottery-- yet!

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