I am 44 this year in June and I've been struggling with my weight since I was 20ish. Use to party hard, eat hard and play hard and now I'm at my heaviest 205 and have been trying to get it off for the past 5yrs. Unfortunately whatever I lose I've gained it all back again thanks to my laziness. Got engaged over the xmas holiday in 2005 to a wonderful man I met while I was learning to scuba dive, both of which I never thought I'd ever do. Honey bunny and I started Bernsteins in January 2007 and I lost 38lbs, but again gained back over summer when I started eating again. I am today, glad to be here, and trying to make a better me for life. To fix my midlife crisis I bought a horse..of course. I've dreamed of one since I was 6 and it took me until 40 but I finally got one. Nobody did this but me, and I give credit where credit is due - don't need a figment of my imagination to "guide me" through it.

`well some new goals...to have fun, try to save some money, be kind, enjoy life and all that OH YEAH! AND LOSE THIS BLASTED WEIGHT ~To feel better about myself; to be able to look at myself in the changing room mirror and actually not break into tears ~To stop blaming myself for the accident and other things in my life that I can't or couldn't control

~Portion control, keep it small and manageable - it works best for my IBS and watch those triggers ~To think positive of myself once a day if not more

I live in Ontario Canada just outside of St. Catharines, and I work in Niagara Falls. I''m 44, 5'7", a Gemini, I have a fiance and a horse Who needs kids right!!!

gimme sushi...gimmee sushi NOW I'm an Xbox junkie, just in case anyone else plays my gamertag is Skywench I know I'm too old and a chick but its just so much darned fun to pummel a teen age boy into the dust in Gears of War LOL I have no shame! Gears of War rocks!

Add a Link `are you going to cowboy up or just lie there and bleed `its a horse. not a dog, not an ATV. When you come to realize that you will understand the true joy of owning a horse `give credit where credit is due-to you not to a figment of someone's imagination
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