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"‘Cause sometimes you just feel tired, feel weak
And when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up
But you gotta search within you
And gotta find that inner strength
And just pull that sh*t out of you
And get that motivation to not give up
And not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face, and collapse" - Eminem, 'Til I Collapse

I wanna be the kind of person that doesn't give up no matter how hard life gets. Every day is a struggle for me, my Complex PTSD wears at me, at my hope, my strength, my faith in any and everything, but I've learned that one good day can offset ten bad ones and as long as I keep trying, keep pulling myself back out of the pit when I fall in, then I'm winning and I'm a success.

"I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid)
To take a stand (to take a stand)
Everybody (everybody)
Come take my hand (come take my hand)
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just letting you know that you're not alone
Holler if you feel like you've been down the same road

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, I'ma face my demons
I'm manning up, I'ma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now!" - Eminem, Not Afraid

Member Since: 2/18/2017

Fitness Minutes: 235

My Goals:
PTSD in a cage, Free of back pain, Increased Self-Love, Able to Run, Learn to Dance, Strength, Goal Weight 120lbs.

My Program:
Currently- Walking daily 45 minutes, SkinnyMS meal plans, eliminating added sugar and sugary drinks, eliminating late night snacking.

Current Spark Challenge: The 28-Day Home Workout Challenge

Adding Soon- Elliptical.

Want to Try- Xumba (scary), Yoga, bollywood Dancing and Belly Dancing.

Personal Information:
Wife, mother, artist, potter, hippie, homesteading/prepper wannabe, novice gamer/techy, long time Wonderland fan, love Disney movies, paranormal/occult/spooky shows/books/whatever, esp. American Horror Story and Dead Files, I have no filter and believe sarcasm is a sign of superior intelligence.

Other Information:
Is it bad that what first motivated me to start losing weight and get fit was finding out my old high school nemesis dropped over 150 pounds and I can't stand the idea of her being skinnier than me?

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