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I have been heavy my whole life since I was a baby. Of course its not so cute anymore. I started notcing my weight issues in 2nd grade. My mom took a picture of me and my best friend. When I seen it, I noticed how much bigger I was then she was. I didnt understand why. I told my mom how that made me feel and before I knew it I was on every diet imaginable. I yo yo dieted all through my school years. But each year that passed, I was teased more. I was called Miss Piggy, and fat slob. Every time the kids picked on me, my self esteem became shot or non existant. It was horrible. Of course when I was 16, I fell in love or so I thought with a guy who made me feel so good about myself. Well months down the road, I ended up getting pregnant. OF course the guy left town litterally never to be seen or heard from again. So I was crushed. Then I felt even worse than ever. My friends decided I wasnt cool anymore and my social life ended. I became so depressed and so alone. I then weighed in at 210 lbs. Well after giving birth to a beautiful baby girl who is now 10 by the way, I just didnt take the time to put effort into my health and for me. I focuased all my time on just trying to be a good mom. I met the man I married when Jay was 3 years old. In December, 2004 Jim proposed to me at Christmas. In Jan., I found out I was pregnant again. I was so excited. Well after my dad had a horrible car accident and my grandma found out she had cancer, and then JIm started driving cross country, and planning a wedding for June of 05, I stayed stressed out. 10 days before we got married, I ended up going into premature labor. My precious Jennifer received her wings after an hour and a half fighting for her life. We did go ahead and get married, but I think we did that cause we were just trying to keep busy. Months after loosing my Jennifer, I was back to being extremley depressed and so lost. I put on the weight. My highest weight was 246. I looked and felt horrible. Also in 06, we got pregnant again. Now we have a precious 2 year old as well. I have been blessed with 2 healthy and beauitful girls. They are our world. I am now working on a me journey. I am trying to get my life back. I am on this life long journey trying to find my place in this world and regain my self esteem that has been lost. I am wanting to improve on my walk with God. I also want to be able to be a postive example for my kiddos. I want to be able to run and play and jump on the trampoline with them. I want to be able to get involved more at their school. I want my life back......

Member Since: 10/1/2008

Fitness Minutes: 1,155

My Goals:
I want to reach my goal weight and feel sexy. I want to run and play with my kids. I want to walk in a room and hear someone say,"Wow, shes hot." I want to be able to become healthier. I want to help reduce side effects of having PCOS. I want to feel good in a swimsuit. I want to shop in Regular stores and not just the plus size ones. I would love to become an inspirition to others. I would love to one day become a personal trainer.

My Program:
I am on the 6 week Body Makeover by Michael Thurmund. I eat 5 small healthy meals and snacks aday. I am drinking 6 bottles of water a day. Right now I am exercising every other day as I use one day to

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I am Texas Born and Raised from a very small country town. I am a very outgoing person.

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I love to go horseback riding and love to dance. I love the Club scene and love being in Jims arms while dancing the night away.

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