JENBEST03

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Hello, My name is Jenny. I am married and have a beautiful son that I love to death.
I have been fighting being big all my life. After high school I went from 180 to 230 in about 3 years and then I got pregnant with my son. Then I gained another 40 pounds.... I weighed 276 when I went into the hospital to have Mason. Of course I did not come out of the hospital back at my 230 pound, I was 266. I was stuck at that weight for about nine months. Now I am down to 245 and am starting to feel normal again. I have been stuck in the 240's since Feb. 12... and Im ready to move on. Its time for me to get serious :D


Member Since: 1/31/2008

Fitness Minutes: 265

My Goals:
I want to be able to play basketball, not well, just where I can run around without looking dumb. I want to be able to chase my son around the playground without having to rest. I want to be able to go out and enjoy life without worrying about if that man/woman looked at me like that because of my weight. AND most of all, I do not want my son to ever be embarrassed of me... because of my weight, I will be embarrasing.


My Program:
I am just trying to reduce the amount of food I eat and exercise more. I am just going to play with my son alot :D



Personal Information:
Im from ALABAMA :D We are not all rednecks.


Other Information:
One thing that I want to say is that I deal with extreme depression and anxiety. Most people do not know about this and have no idea about my problem because I hide it very well. But sometimes I cant hold it in. I feel worthless and as if I do not meet up to the standards my parents want. I am afraid my mood swings with cause my son to have anger in his heart just as I do my mother. So everday is a battle for me to grow stronger and to stop the feeling of how I am a failure and the hate I feel towards myself.




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