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What I cannot love, I overlook. What is not important, I do not speak. The hurts along the way I leave behind. Some call it denial I call it selective seeing. Happiness is my decision I do not lay the burden on my friends. I do not expect perfection but try to love my friends imperfections perfectly. At some point, everyone is going to let me down... The truth is some friends are worth hurting for. The reality is not everyone is going to like me and i'm okay with that. ~ Cyan

"Actions make priorities evident" ~ Cyan

“Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars.”
Kahlil Gibran

"We do not succeed in changing things according to our desire,but gradually our desire changes. The situation that we hoped to change because it was intolerable becomes unimportant. We have not managed to surmount the obstacle, as we were absolutely determined to do, but life has taken us round it,led us past it, and then if we turn round to gaze at the remote past,we can barely catch sight of it, so imperceptible has it become. ~Marcel Proust

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly”. Sam Keen

Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own... Jealousy is a disease, love is a healthy condition. The immature mind often mistakes one for the other, or assumes that the greater the love, the greater the jealousy. Robert A. Heinlein

God grant me the serenity to accept the people I cannot change, the courage to change the one I can, and the wisdom to know it's me. - Author Unknown

"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.”-Mahatma Gandhi

It's sweet when someone remembers every little detail about you. Not because you keep reminding them, but because they care enough to pay attention.

Remember to stay hopeful, because hope's probably the easiest thing to lose

The truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.-Bob Marley

"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside while still alive. Never surrender." — Tupac Shakur

“All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost; the old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by the frost.” J.R.R. Tolkien

Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born

"All our dreams can come true if we have the courage to pursue them." - Walt Disney

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do ...the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." ~Nelson Mandela

"Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far they can go." - T.S. Eliot

I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do. I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do. - Robert A. Heinlein

One of the sanest, surest, and most generous joys of life comes from being happy over the good fortune of others.
Robert A. Heinlein

“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.” ~ Dr. Suess

"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened... or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the f*ck on."
— Tupac Shakur

"Why am I fighting to live,
If I am just living to fight
Why am I trying to see.
When there aint nothing in sight
Why am I trying to give,
When no one gives me a try
Why am I dying to live,
If I am just living to die?"
— Tupac Shakur

"What you do speaks so loudly that I cannot hear what you say”-Ralph Waldo Emerson

"Few are those who see with their own eyes and feel with their own hearts..."-Albert Einstein

"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment"
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes things fall apart so better things can fall together."
-Marilyn Monroe

Things I say all the time...
"It is what it is", "whats done is done", "seriously? Seriously!", "right?"

I speak 3 languages - English, Movie, and Sarcasm!

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