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I decided to start over...I erased all of my old info from here and decided I have given myself a new start so I need to act like it. I actually care about how I look and feel... let me explain why that matters...

Maybe about 6 months ago or so, I was down to 184, I got stressed out and ate my way back to 197. I have watched the scale go up and down in my efforts to diet without exercising. I know that my body will not allow me to go backup to 200 pds anymore...not because I haven't tried, it just doesn't go any further than that. But the reason, I care about how I look is that my husband doesn't...explain? Of course...

You see, he doesn't care if I weight 200 pds...and it kinda made me blush when he told me he loves me no matter what size I am...He's loved me from a 10 to a 16 and back again...But, what am I missing if my husband loves me just as I am? When no one can really guess my weight because I carry it well? When I am never too eager to share how much I weigh...well, it matters to me because, for once, I care...I care how much I weigh and how I feel...I know losing weight will not end my problems but it will end the one I have with being overweight...I want to start something and actually have the motivation and follow thru to finish...I am so done with looking at myself and seeing endless excuses...I don't have any left...I do have to reach deep down and stop worrying...So with that...

Grant me the serenity to accept the things I can't change,
Courage to change the things I can,
and Wisdom to know the difference.

Kicking ass and taking names later...I'm kissing this weight goodbye for the last time...good riddens!

Member Since: 4/17/2008

Fitness Minutes: 8,126

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my goal is to be 45 pds less by my birthday next yr, July 22 and be 60 pds less by Thanksgiving of 2011...

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Running, Jogging, circuit training, exercise dvd's, Wii, on demand, and anything else I can get my hands on...

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