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Hello everyone and welcome to my page. I joined Sparkpeople once before but never stuck with it. I have in fact gained more weight since then. So since a new year is on its way I thought maybe I would give it another shot. So here I am with a new page, new name , and the same goal. I am a stress eater. I self medicate myself with food. Cake, chocolate, I am addicted . I also down about 6 cans of pepsi a day. I am a mother of two . One of whom has special needs. I recently started my own photography business threw my home so that I can be around more for my childern. My husband works over he road in the summer so I am alone a lot with the kids. Almost like a single mom trying to do it all. And in this crazyness I call my life I have lost me... I have lost the will to take care of myself. I gorge myself on sweets, dont workout anymore even though I have a treadmill in my kitchen. I seem to have lost sight of myself. I would like to find that person again. And with losts of help I think I can. So here is to 2012... hopefully the year that I finally get off my but and get healthy again. I owe it to myself and to my family. ready set goooooooooo!

Member Since: 12/22/2011

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Its never to late to be whom you might have been... George Elliot. Enough said!

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Hello everyone. I am 35 years old and obese. yep, I am obese. I cant even beleive that I let myself get this bad. I am married with a 6 year old girl and 2 year old boy. My daughter has SID (Sensory Intergration disorder) Without going into detail to sum things up... her disorder can make life very stressful for the whole family. I recently quit my job of 10 years so I can be home for my kids, and be as supportive as I can for my daughter . However I found that being a stay at home mom was not really up my alley. I started to feel lost... I am a very motivated person and I was getting to the point were I didnt care about anything anymore. I got lazy, stopped fixing my hair, turned to sweets for comfort when I got stressed out. Which is all day long. My husband works on the road most of the time . So I can go a month on my own.. with no support . This last year things just got out of control.

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I am in love with light.. the way it falls on to every thing in this world. It is beautiful in everything it touches. Being in the field of photography I come across beauty everyday. Everyone and everything has something beautiful about them. I havent felt beautiful in a long time. Its time to change that. By the end of this year I want to be on the other side of the camera. Showing the world how far I have come.. and hopefully feeling beautiful inside and out!

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    1853 days ago
  • v ME230150
    HI! I added you as a Spark friend. Love your pics, I am currently 220 pounds a little less than the pics you posted, and I would love to look like you. You seem to have good skin. If you are worried about loose skin I have heard that keeping moisturized helps. So, lotion up. I would personally recommend something with vitamin e, and elastins. Do some research on it. You will do great!
    2022 days ago
    Hi, good morning! Yes I had loose skin especially around my lower stomach area. Since I lost my weight fairly slowly my skin has tightened back up naturally through just exercise alone. Pilates and Pure Barre are great for tightening up those areas, its amazing. Other than that strength and cardio have been my two best friends.

    ~Nikki :)

    2049 days ago
  • v AWADE74
    Thanks for the add.
    2053 days ago
  • v FINDINGME2012
    Thanks for your support... I will need each and everyone of you to keep me on track !
    2365 days ago
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