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The trouble with food is,you HAVE to eat it.

You can't avoid it like avoiding a drug addiction.
It is MY addiction, And I have to keep on shooting it.

I started off being anorexic, then in my 20's I turned bulimic, then I graduated to being a binge eater. I have been to Toronto General's day hospital Eating Disorder program and that was intense! I learned a lot about myself, yet I wandered away from the techniques they taught me. I wish more books and people would talk about this common progression concerning eating disorders. I thought i was weird moving from one disorder to the next. I think this knowledge would a least help current anorexics see their possible future and take diligent measures to prevent this progression. I would have, if someone would have enlightened me. This year (2015) brought another challenge. i am allergic to the cold. I have cold urticaria. tell me THAT is not depressing enough to stuff your face. I feel trapped in this whirl pool, I am drowning and I don't know how to work thru these violent waves.


Member Since: 6/26/2006

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I would like to lose 150 pounds, and stop being addicted to food. I would like to be able to shop at any store, not just plus size. i want to just be able to take care of myself in a healthy way. I want to know how to love just being me.

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I am doing this by myself. I have researched Raw veganism, vegetarian, whole foods ect. I try to get to know as many people as I can who are following this path.

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My name is Lori. I was born in Sudbury and raised in Toronto,Ontario, Canada. I have had an Eating Disorder since I was about 12 years old.I was first Anorexic, then Bulimic, now I am a Binge eater. I have lost a lot of weight in the past, and have gained it all back, and then some. I want to stop this food tornado I am on.

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I am a Fine Art Photographer with pretty unique tastes in art. I am also a recent graduate of Social Work. I like the whole hippie/ bohemian /grunge look and stephen king is my secret lover:) I use to think I was crazy, but I found out I am just A.D.D. I invite the viewer into my life, yet in very small steps. I like the idea of presenting something public, yet private. I follow my instincts faithfully, so that one day I will be rewarded with the answer to my existence.

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