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We all have a story to tell whether we whisper or we yell. Here's mine:

I'm twenty years old and have a handsome little boy. I have been diagnosed with ednos. I have struggled with both anorexia and bulimia for as long as I can remember. I've been secretly falling apart. During my pregnancy, I went through a huge depression as the pounds came on. I cried everyday and locked myself inside my house for fear of being judged. How it started? I honestly do not know. I am almost certain, it had something to do with that fact that as a child I was teased by my mother calling me FAT. Of course, I was very young at the time, about 6 years old I believe. It hurt me. I dropped out of school the minute I turned 16 because I was too ashamed. At that time I was about 120 pounds but I felt like the biggest girl in the room. Although I was quite popular, I never felt like I was good enough. It has been a long journey for me and It took me a long time not to judge myself through someone else's eyes. A lot of people don't realize that eating disorders is an illness. I don't wish it on anyone, but if they would know how it feels, I swear they would think twice before they just shrug it. I am here to recover and lose weight the RIGHT way. I would like all of your support and motivation. From every wound there is a scar, and ever scar tells a story, A story that says I survived.

Member Since: 4/16/2011

Fitness Minutes: 235

My Goals:
I learned that you can go on, long after you think you can't.
My goal is to lose 70 pounds, find happiness, and recover from my ednos.

My Program:
I am eating no more then 1350 calories per day.
I am doing one hour a day of taebo five times a week.
I will not starve.
I will not purge.
I will not binge!
I will not give up or tell myself that tomorrow is a new day when I can make changes right now!

Personal Information:
I am a single mommy of a handsome baby boy. I struggle wtih ednos and am currently in the process of recovery. I live in Arizona, and I love to meet new people! I do not drink, nor smoke or do any sort of drugs. I am focused on my future. I over-analyze everything way to much. I do not have Diabetes, Cholesterol, High Blood Pressure. or Heart problems. Thank God. I just am a part of those teams to find out exactly what I can do to prevent any of that. I am a health freak.

Other Information:
I enjoy working, hanging out with family and friends, reading, dancing, working out, shopping. cleaning, and planning events such as birthdays etc..

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