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Restarting April 2015. So much shit= so much not caring about my weight

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Me at the beach with my gym buddy Jane. July'10 248lbs.

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Restarting again. 270lbs March 1, 2012

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I never really gave much thought about my weight (the women in my family were always just naturally thick), until two things happened: my little sister started losing weight through extreme diet and exercise; and I realized just how much heavier I was than anyone else in my family.
I realize now that at some point in my early teens, I was severely depressed and just stopped caring about everything, food, exercise, social activity, doing pretty much anything. I spent so much time just in bed.
Luckily, until last May, I had school and college to force me out and about, moving. Since then, I've put on another 20 lbs from sitting in a chair at work all day.

But on January 9th, the place I worked closed its doors forever, and I decided to start moving again.

No weight loss yet, but everyone I see tells me I do look leaner, and I feel more energized. And I've remembered how much I loved gyms when I was younger. So now I find myself there all the time.

Member Since: 1/31/2010

Fitness Minutes: 20,715

My Goals:
New Goals as of April 2015

*get down to the 280s for Summer
*old starting weight by New years 2016
*stop getting ahead of myself
*just be healthy

*progress track---
~235 (temporary goal)
and beyond....

Goal in other terms
240 (BMI of 39.9-)
210 (BMI of 34.9)
179 (BMI of 29.9)
149 (BMI of 24.9, NORMAL WEIGHT)

My Program:
*gym 3-4X a week
*strength train 2x a week
*meditate more to keep my stress levels from going insane
*cut my milk calories to 24 oz a day
*keep my portions down to a more normal size
*drink water
*move more in every day life

Personal Information:
*20 odd years old
*underpaid, overemployed
*former dancer
*avid bibliophile
*fantastic audio commentator
*hopefully soon, a former fat chick

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