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Hello everyone, I'm back :) it's been too many years since I've been away. :( But the up side is I'm trying again ;) .... Well enough with the introduction and onto the Story of why I'm here. Like most of you I have a non-conventional relationship with food! My weight has reached an all time high! :( A whopping 275 lbs! Not something that i I'm proud of at all, actually it's right the reverse. I'm so embarrassed with my weight I pay my bills and purchase groceries on Thursdays to avoid people I know. It's not that I don't want to talk to anyone but because I don't want them to see me like this. I haven't always had a weight problem. As a young child I was thin but when I reached 10 years old my weight spiked and I was chubby. My mom and I went on a diet when I was about 12 and I lost quite a bit of weight. To make a long story shorter after my first child I dropped to 119 lbs but after my second child I gained up to 236lbs it took 4 years or so before I lost the weight and dropped to 130lbs at the age of 27. I kept it off for a few years but then it went to rising again. In 2010 I dropped to 185lbs kept it off for a few years once again and that brings me up to today at 275lbs :( I know I can do it if I don't give up! I want to enjoy life again instead of hiding under a rock, so to speak. I don't want to live to eat anymore. I want eat to live and not be ashamed to take pics with the family and fellowship with friends without feeling like I'm being analyzed. Normal is what I want my life to be again!

Member Since: 1/5/2018

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  • v NVRGIVINGUP
    I was thinking Pentecostal or Apostolic...it’s amazing you can really see it! God’s glory totally shines on you. I love watching for your post and blogs you are an inspiration!
    417 days ago
  • v LADYPJAY
    I added you to my friend's list. We are in about the same place, so we can motivate each other. The change in your face and gut are wonderful! Keep goin emoticon emoticon g!
    426 days ago
  • v NVRGIVINGUP
    Hello Carol, I am wondering if you happen to be Apostolic? There are not many out there that enjoy wearing skirts all the time and I see you have one on in all your full length pictures. 🤗
    465 days ago
  • v SIZE8NOTSOMUCH
    I saw your note on SP homepage, good for you! You are making AMAZING progress. I need to remind myself all the time, that small setbacks do not define me, I am trying. I can't look at someone else's story and think it's my own. I'm not going to lose the weight I have gained in a month, or even 2 it's taken me a long time to be heavy, I'm not going to become thin overnight either. It's a journey, it's my life. Good luck to you. Remember why you started this.
    471 days ago
  • v WARRIOROFTRUTH
    Thank you for your welcome comment. I read your post and relate with the feeling of "hiding" away from society. We are more than the shell of our body I am beginning to learn. I hope you reach your goals for health and enjoy YOU along the way.
    571 days ago
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