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Its time I focus on myself.

I have been through so much this past year, from the passing of my mother to cervical cancer to my own personal scare of finding out I had 2 huge masses/cysts on my ovaries and finding out about it 4 days before my mom moved to Heaven, then battling her loss and making funeral arrangments not nowing what was growing inside me and wondering if I was going to end up with the same battle my mom battled. Looking at my 2 young girls and praying that all was benign so they didnt have to go through the loss of a mother and feeling that pain as I had to do.

A week after the funeral, I was on the operating table. I have such a wonderful GYN. He made sure as soon as I was able to understand him, to tell me I was cancer free. He knew how important it was that I know as soon as possible. I could not have asked for a better doctor. I was not even suppost to be his patient....he was not excepting new patients at the time I tried to get into his clinic 9 years ago. I was set up with one of the other doctors in the office, but that first day he walked into the room and I was so happy and thanked him so much for taking just one more. I know God put him in my life for a that time I didnt know what it was but I do now. He has helped so much with careing for me and helping me understand what my mom went through.

So here I am, starting again, for ME. I need to be healthy and be here as long as possible for my girls. I dont want them to have to feel the same pain I am feeling over the loss of my mother. Its too soon...Im only 32, she was only 52. I see 60yr old ladies talking about shopping with their 80yr old mothers...its not fair! I only got 32 years....not long enough.

I may not be able to have more children, but I want to spend the days I have with the ones ive got...

Member Since: 2/2/2010

Fitness Minutes: 8,717

My Goals:
Weigh Ins

10-30-11 = 260
11-06-11 = 258
11-13-11 = 254
11-20-11 = 255
11-27-11 = 255
12-05-11 = 251
12-09-11 = 253.6
12-18-11 =
12-24-11 =

My Program:
Re Started Nov. 1st 2011

20m Treadmill (NOON)
20m Elliptical (PM)

20m Strengh (PM)

Rest Days

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Im from Arkansas but have been lots of places.

1. Jonesboro AR
2. Cape Guirado MO
3. Minot AFB ND
4. Vandenburg AFB CA
5. Colorado Springs CO
6. Cabot AR
7. Russellville AR
8. Baton Rouge LA
9. Walker LA
10.Denham Springs LA
11.Ward AR
12.Beebe AR

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Fav movies:

1. Star Wars
2. Superman
3. The Outsiders
4. Anything made by Tim Burton
5. Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn pt1,

Fav Books:

Twilight Series
House of Night Series
Stephen King Novels
The Outsiders

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