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A warrior smothered underneath years of broken resolutions, harsh relationships, lost potential, wasted opportunities. I keep turning away because I can't stand the stench of it. My constitution of passionate, idealistic zeal is replaced by burden of what my failures have produced. My constant pushing toward change probing for new pathways, new attempts but always being thwarted by my own failings.

Multiple Usernames on SparkPeople, Multiple Tracking Sites and Trackers, Books, Diets, Devices, Supplements, Diet Journals, Spreadsheets, Vision Boards, Pacts with Friends, Important Life Events. Years of tries and failures. I think I re-started more than 3x this year alone. All I ever see is a date, a recommitment, a plan and then empty pages until I once again hit rock bottom and became so disgusted, I once again re-dedicate.

What makes it different this time?
Only time will tell. What has worked for me in the past is constant vigilance, tracking, and discipline.

Will I win?
I hope so. I do feel that 40 years of failures and loss keeps me so overwhelmed but.... I am not giving up.


UPDATE SOON:
WEIGHT

SW: 218 -- BMI 41.2
9/24/12 – 209, BMI 39.5
1/8/14 – 206, BMI 38.9

BMI INFORMATION:
158 – 209 = OBESE - BMI OVER 30
132.5 – 158 = OVERWEIGHT BMI 25 – 29.9
98 – 132 = HEALTHY 18.5 – 24.9

Measurements:
Neck: 13.5
Arm: 17
Above Waist: 43
Waist: 41.5
Gut 52
Hips: 50
Thigh: 31
Mid Thigh: 26
Knee: 19
Calf: 16

Goals:
Healthy Weight and BMI
Daily Creativity and Finding Life Purpose
Healthy Living

Striving for an ambitious 2014 miles for 2014!

---------------

I am reading:

Nourishing Traditions: The Cookbook that Challenges Politically Correct Nutrition and the Diet Dictocrats by Sally Fallon and Dr. Mary Enig

http://www.amazon.com/Nourishing-Traditi
ons-Challenges-Politically-Dictocrats/
dp/0967089735

Eat Fat, Lose Fat by Sally Fallon and Dr. Mary Enig
http://www.amazon.com/Eat-Fat-Lose-Healt
hy-Alternative/dp/0452285666/ref=sr_1_
2?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1363653896&sr=1-2

The Fourfold Path to Healing: Working with the Laws of Nutrition, Therapeutics, Movement and Meditation in the Art of Medicine

http://www.amazon.com/The-Fourfold-Path-
Healing-Therapeutics/dp/0967089794/ref
=pd_sim_b_2

Primal Body, Primal Mind: Beyond the Paleo Diet for Total Health and a Longer Life
http://www.amazon.com/Primal-Body-Mind-B
eyond-Health/dp/1594774137/ref=sr_1_1?
s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1363654017&sr=1-1&
keywords=primal+body+primal+mind

Practical Paleo
http://www.amazon.com/Practical-Paleo-Cu
stomized-Whole-Foods-Lifestyle/dp/1936
608758/ref=pd_sim_b_5


Member Since: 11/12/2009

Fitness Minutes: 2,574

My Goals:
WEIGHT GOALS:
200 LBS
199 LBS
189 LBS
179 LBS
169 LBS
159 LBS
149 LBS
139 LBS
129 LBS

RUNNING GOALS:


QI GONG GOALS:


WRITING GOALS:


CONSISTENCY GOALS:



My Program:
Balanced days, disciplined
Exercise, Clean Eating
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Meditation
Exercise: Yoga, QiGong, Tai Chi, Running, Dance

Eating: Bone Brews, Fermented Foods, Supplements: Coconut Oil, Cod Liver Oil

Creativity




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When you fear the only place you belong, life becomes tricky indeed.


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  • v LILYGRACE4
    Hello from Girls of God team! We would love to see you come post so we can join forces in accomplishing our goals and being the best we can be for the Lord our God. God bless you and your family!
    204 days ago
  • v DETERMINED2019
    As the leader of Christian Women Putting Christ First = I want to encourage you to come and participate on the group as often as possible.

    Look forward to hearing from you
    453 days ago
  • v DETERMINED2019
    Just stopping by to say hi and to let you know that I miss hearing from you at the group - would appreciate you coming and letting us all know how you are doing
    625 days ago
  • v JUDITH316
    emoticon to God Answers Prayer Team, we are thrilled to have you on-board, thanks for joining. May we encourage you to post on our Team Wall and enter the Team forums, there is something there for everyone, and we also encourage you to post your comments and share your thoughts there. The bottom line is we are here for you and will stand with you cheering you on your journey. God’s Blessings, Your Friend and Team-Leader, Judith emoticon emoticon emoticon
    690 days ago
  • v DETERMINED2019
    I want to welcome you to Christian Women putting Christ first. We look forward to you coming and participating on the different threads
    691 days ago
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