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Heighest weight. 160ish? This was my 16th birthday. This point I was COE



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Few months ago. I was bored, haha. I think I was 107?


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Hello. My name is Faye and I'm a [sometimes] recovering bulimic. My average weight range is 102-105 [it changes a lot thanks to my disorder]. When I say "sometimes" recovering, I mean I am incredibly indecisive about it. Sometimes I want it, sometimes I don't. I have committed to posting on Sparkpeople regardless of which side I'm on though. Everything I post is food I don't binge on but kept! Erm. I'm a huge music buff and a perfectionist of sorts. I want so badly to fulfill this crazy ideal persona I have in my head, and I guess this is part of it. That persona is a healthy girl, so maybe it isn't such a bad thing? Anyway, I don't really know what else to add. I'm 19, a science major though I love the liberal arts and learning in general. I form the oddest crushes and I find intellect far too attractive if my crushes on every single professor I have are any indication, haha. Feel free to say hi! I love meeting new people, esp since we share this common struggle, even if we struggle in our own way.

Member Since: 10/4/2008

Fitness Minutes: 454

My Goals:
Fulfill the image of the ideal persona that plagues my mind or at least find some self-acceptance along the way.


My Program:
Getting back up, no matter how many times I fall.



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Other Information:
I am more than a body.
[random tidbits that define my mind]
- I have a major crush on my Philosophy instructor. I'm talking, 4rth grade pathetic/40 year old perverted. -
-94% fat free popcorn is my second form of oxygen-
-I talk a lot. a lot. like. A LOT-
-I'm of middle eastern decent, my family is Muslim and I am well...lost.-
-I'm the black sheep of my family in every respect but it's never malicious, I am the odd one out in most social circles but I'm far from an outcast, and I want to make babies with Bob Dylan.




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  • v COURTLEA
    Hey-just seeing how things are...haven't heard from you in a while...hope ur doing ok...by the way....your skinny enough!!! I'm sure everyone is telling you this....you look great!!
    3866 days ago
  • v COURTLEA
    You are sooo little. I can't even remember when I weighed 104lbs!! How tall are you?
    3914 days ago
  • v COURTLEA
    Hey! I luv ur page...very cool. I have had eating disorders...I go back and forth...one period I will not eat...then I will overeat...then in between. I just want to be healthy and stop obsessing over it, but I don't know if that will ever happen. I feel like once I hit my goal..I will just change my goal. I don't know? I added u as a friend...u are inspiring to me!
    3965 days ago
  • v CHLOE_MOSS
    hi thought id drop by and say you dont need to lose anymore weight your perfect! x emoticon
    3975 days ago
  • v LOVE2VEG
    Oh I love being a vegetarian! I feel like its so much healthier for my body and I feel so much better, I am a huge advocate for vegetarianism! My day went well, just worked and such. Exercised a lot which was good. How are you doing?
    4003 days ago
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