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July 18, 2015
Joshua died one year and three months ago. Yesterday I stayed alone all day. He would have celebrated his 38th birthday. Sometimes it feels as if I will stop breathing when I start thinking about him. Still don't know where I will be going so don't know where to bury his ashes. I can't even think of scattering them somewhere. I worked on sewing an old quilt I have been working on since I bought it at a garage sale in GA mountains. Every summer when we went to the mountains to visit with mom I would sit and sew the little two inch squares. I have not worked on the quilt since I have been in Jacksonville. But yesterday it seemed something to do in memory of Joshua.Honey Bear and I went on our daily walk. It rained a few times and made the air hot and muggy. So far I have been able to start entering my daily food intake since Wednesday. I have a health coach that will monthly be touching base with me. I tried using a health coach two years ago and never changed my food intake. If I do not watch and document what I eat I slide back. I am really frustrated by my sliding back and my lack of motivation. I look in the mirror and hate what I see.

Member Since: 5/19/2010

Fitness Minutes: 12,797

My Goals:
I recently fell, over ate when my son visited in March & April. He died April 24,2014

My Program:
I am walking 5000 steps five days a week

Personal Information:
I recently moved to a new apartment. It is right across from work. I have been walking to work.We have a salt water pool and I am getting up the courage to start swimming. I hate chlorine.

Other Information:
I had to sell mama & papa because I did not have any place to put them in my new place. Last July I visited my son and when I came back I had one of their babies looking at me. Twinkle now keeps company with my thirty year old quaker parrot-they seem to like each other!

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