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My first goal is just a number, because it's what Master wants. It is the first step. The reason behind that number is because I want to wear my old clothes that makes Master want to immediately take them off again. I want to run, I can run in my dreams and darn it I want to in real life too!

I want to play DDR without wearing tight clothes to prevent the slapping fat sound. I want to cause less problems for my creaking knee (yes it creaks and I'm not even thirty yet). I want to be able to have cake and ice cream on birthdays in twenty years and not have to worry about my blood sugar levels like my mother.

I want to be able to dance and have it actually look sexy for Master. I want to be more flexible in bed. I want to look at myself in the mirror and not see fat rolls and wonder how it is Master finds me attractive. I want to look at myself and say, yeah, I'm good. I want to conduct music in short sleeves and not worry about how stupid my flapping arms look. I want to learn how to eat only when I am hungry. I want to be a good example to our daughter so she won't have the same troubles I've had.

I want to run and not faint, I want to walk and not be weary. I want strength. I want endurance. I want to be able to kick ass, take names, and chew bubble gum (though I'll need a gun to help me with that since I en't no ninja).

I want to go hiking and not slow the entire group up. I want to bloody well live and not worry about my body letting me do so. I want to fix my defective brain and the only way to do that is to feed it healthy food and exercise regularly to increase blood flow. I want my brain fixed so I can be a better mother, a better slave, a better more Christlike person.

My body is connected to my spirit. It all goes together. You can not separate them, it doesn't work. I want to put it all together with all the correct puzzle pieces. I want to work to become something better, greater than myself, instead of being just a waste of skin easily forgotten in two generations. I want to be an angel of a sort on earth.


Member Since: 8/10/2008

Fitness Minutes: 3,100

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The number: to go from 244 to 194 by 7/26/2009


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