It's time to get on the ball. . I 'm so tired of the ups and downs that I have tried to fight through. I need to just do it. For myself, for my children, for MYSELF. I've lost 100 already since I first started so long ago but just sat on my BUTT these last 4 years hoping the pounds will fall off. Well, they are sticking to me. The comfort of my weight has has been an emotional roller coaster that I'm about to get off of. I want to get on a real roller coaster. todays the day. no ifs ands or BIG BUTTs here anymore.