I was in a funk for half a year ate anything to drown my sorrows, (done this before )y. when you DO realize that it is only a pity party then and only then can you change your behavior. I felt sorry for myself because my mother is gravely ill.. My mother wouldn't want this for me
, or my family that has to listen to the woes me. Not only was I doing my self injustice I was having other listen to my pain over and over again. If anything I want to inspire !! It's not working.