Well, if this is the place to vent, then I am going to utilize it for exactly that purpose, so here goes.
I am fat. I am also pretty. I think I am sexy. I know that I am obese, but I never look at myself and think "God, you are gross," or anything like that. I am on here to get healthy, lose a few pounds, but I don't have any intentions of being skinny or a size 2. I am perfectly fine with who I am.
So why is it that I appear to be the only one to think this? I am sick and tired of guys not wanting to date me because I am fat. That is the equivalent of me telling a man that I can't date him because he has too many muscles or because his manliness isn't big enough. I guess the fact that I am overweight completely negates the fact that I am smart, motivated, funny, pretty, hard-working, loving, loyal, caring, and dependable. None of those things matter, I guess, because I have a fat ass, huge boobs, and a Buddha belly.
Gr. I'm really glad I just got that off my chest. It has been bothering me for more than a week, so I really just needed to vent. Thanks ladies!
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