I'm needing to find my inspiration again---seems to have vanished in to thin air---
One reason I got off my tush and went to the gym was because I seen a photo of myself at a party a month ago----This might seem rather crass--but I've considered having a few of my recent "horrible" pictures blown up to 8x10 and post them around myhouse so that I have to look at them--I've kind of become a character in a story I remember reading as an adolescent--about a woman who had no mirrors in her house and she looked like a wreck but she didn't know it---that's kind of how I've been living!!
I really need to push myself this week---I"ve been working on cardio and endurance, but now, I've got to start lifting weights upper/lower body stuff---but the pain---I hate pain, I hate being sore--but it's time push--
Thanks for letting me vent
| Pounds lost: 1.0