The past couple of weeks have been very difficult for me. Not that I have been doing bad with my eating or exercising; I've actually been doing very well with that. I have just been stressed because this is finals week for me at school
and I have been having some emotional situations going on.
Like I said, this is finals week for me and I also am premenstrual. All though I do not bleed I still get the symptoms of PMS (which I need to go to the doctor for that)
. So far I am all most at my 10 pound mark and for some reason because of water weight I gained 2 pounds and have been eating healthy and working out. My friends of course tell me that muscle weighs more then fat and it may be that, but it will seem at times like I am gain weight back but I am not.
I am trying not to panic and it has been very hard for me to come on here everyday to post weight and all of that. I also have been having problems with my wrists because I take online classes. I am trying not to turn to emotional eating, and I have to say that I have been doing very good not falling back into that, and it does help that I have some weight watchers chocolate cake but, I am feeling a bit overwhelmed at the moment.
Trying to stay strong in this is hard and I really don't know what to do. I am so use to motivating others and right now I must say that I am at a low. I will not give in to the temptation of emotional eating only because I know that it only leaves me feeling worse then before
. After I complete my final I should be able to get on here and post progress at least two to three times a week because I am also working two jobs and another off and on which means that I am working three jobs. Sorry this is so long I just needed to vent and be accountable.
| Pounds lost: 46.0