I can't seem to make it 2 days without a SLIGHT BINGE. I am starting tonight AGAIN.. Hoping for one night of binge free living.. Wish me luck.
This is my hardest struggle..
I am saint all day... what gives with the night struggle..
and YES I have sewing, crocheting ect all lined up and STILL make a pathway to the kitchen BOOOOOOOO
AND THIS IS MY HEALTH I AM RUINING.... Dang..
When life pushes me beyond what I know
When the joy fills me up
When the fear tries to settle in
When I am holding on to hope with each breath
When all this and more leads me to feel unsure of the next step,
sometimes I step outside, feel the warm sun upon my shoulders, look up at the blue sky, and make one decision:
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