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What bothers me is when people try and tell me what they know it hurts to think that they have never been in my shoes. I mean I bought orthotics and they only made the pain that much worse. Last night two people I will leave unnamed since they know who they are said something to set me off. Because of that my page will now be private. When you are in pain protocol don't matter to you. You want the pain gone! One remedy does not fit all. So said Christy Brown; my former primary. She don't think it will work for me. I am on my last legs with cortisone shots. Christy Brown believes therapy and orthotics won't help me. One of them was a friend who spoke of protocol. I think that friend doesn't know how protocol angers me.

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My finance's are always messed up ( I have little say or control over even the money I make......... the person in charge spent 700.00 on a hobby and pushed the mortgage off anly to tell me if we fall through with any financial obligations he is leaving because he is not going to be with a loser ) but it is WORDS! more than anything. I try to pill them of and reject them or work harder if they have truth I recognize I am not perfect.
It is a never ending battle ...... the critical and negative people who speak them do not see what they do to the inside of you. If you try to express how bad they have hurt you they justify it as you deserve it. ( I was told I deserve to have a failing business this week because I am lazy and sugar issues )
Forgiveness is good but it wont cover the gun shy feeling you have with trusting others with the most fragile parts of you on the inside. Trying not to get tearful or pull away or be too cool and steady which usually a critical/ negative person will see as you being disrespectful .
Words are very very powerful and we all should be a lot more carful about what and how we say things.
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Personally when my finances are messed up, it gets me down cause I know I did it to myself!

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I can also get down if I am craving a particular food and am not able to get it. It puts me in a bad mood for a bit I'm ashamed to say.

He gives power to the weak, and to those who have no might He increases strength. Isaiah 40:29 NKJV

Let each of you look out not only for his own interests, but also for the interests of others. Phillipians 2:4 NKJV


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thank you everyone.


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emoticon So sort for your loss Glitter,hardest thing I ever went through was the loss of my Father,will be praying for your peace and comfort emoticon emoticon

''By God's design,there lies in wait for you,Important work for you to do.Just as the planets find their paths through space,You too must grow to fill your proper place''Unknown


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So sorry to hear of your Loss Glitter. May God be with You and give the Family Comfort and Peace. you need. Praying for you and family.

GOD BLESSINGS TO EVERYONE. MAY GOD BE WITH YOU ALWAYS. HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK. TAKE CARE.


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Some times at an impass in a conversation, where both parties are hurt, I feel very lost emotionally. I have skills, yet the other person doesn't want my comfort in the communication. they want to believe their fears. communications isn't allowed. yet communication could resolve both parties from feeling insecure, and feeling this way. I forget that I too am insecure. when someone I know, that I have grown to respect & care for misperceives something in my conversation. I keep forgetting that most people are not aware of their own behavior. Or that they aren't able to communicate because they don't relate directly, but indirectly. To me I keep forgetting that many people have not been loved, and have had a lot of criticism in their life as a child. I have not, but was loved. Their attacks hurt me deeply. Usually a situation arises where they misperceived the interpretation of a conversation. With me, I can and do ask for their interpretation, but usually don't get an answer other than an attack. It is very unfortunate that they assume that I who care, am attacking them. They don't realize that they are insecure, and assume the worst when they are confronted. I guess they space out, and remember the pain of when they were attacked before. They can't express their internal insecurity, and dialog becomes impossible from my side. I just feel hurt like them. Yet have learned to forgive, and move on. yet from my end, nothing is ever the same.
It saddens me that God's love doesn't stick with some. How could they except that others aren't out to hurt them, when they still are hurting themselves. We are all hear to learn humility in many forms from God. I know that I will always be tested just like others, it is the constant test of the spirit living in our human bodies.




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So sorry for your loss, Glitter!

Teresa in Georgetown, Ohio

Before you judge me, make sure you're perfect.

No food will satisfy my heart or fill the emptiness in my soul. Jesus Christ is "real meat" and the "bread of life," and I am to feed on Him.


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my father died saturday. just missed being in a nursing home.


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Also, have you tried resetting your modem/router?

Teresa in Georgetown, Ohio

Before you judge me, make sure you're perfect.

No food will satisfy my heart or fill the emptiness in my soul. Jesus Christ is "real meat" and the "bread of life," and I am to feed on Him.


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Maybe you need to do a disc clean up or defragment your computer. If you have not done that in a while, it might make things easier. If you don't know what that is, call your internet provider and they will help you. I do that about every 10 days and it really helps to speed things up and stops some of the "hang-ups". Just a thought.

You'll notice that a turtle only makes progress when it sticks out its neck...

Small victories win battles and won battles win wars.

Don't look back, you are not going in that direction.


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this computer is driving me crazy,making it hard to comment,on the other hand I am doing well,just wish I could share more,keep having to refresh the page,

''By God's design,there lies in wait for you,Important work for you to do.Just as the planets find their paths through space,You too must grow to fill your proper place''Unknown


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U agree, Jusy. We need to set boundaries. It's not always clear if we are being used or helping. I am learning new boundaries now, myself.

The weather is effecting me. yuck. It's been too dark for too long! So glad when spring arrives!
On a positive note, Avalynn is now walking! Finally~ at 17 months old. PTL! So relieved!!

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Gotta learn to say no sometimes, Honey. Judi

You'll notice that a turtle only makes progress when it sticks out its neck...

Small victories win battles and won battles win wars.

Don't look back, you are not going in that direction.


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I have a few praises and vents: Didn't want to go work in the church library yesterday but DS wanted to go to youth group so off I went. Enjoyed it fine. Ran into a guy that can remotely fix computers. He fixed mine last night. I hope. Still slower here than anywhere else I've been today. Don't know what that is about. Also when I got home my dryer was running. Why the big deal? My DH fixed it. Two weeks without a dryer is not as hard as it may sound but having one fixed for $100 is emoticon So the theory is the computer and the dryer are both fixed. HAPPY DANCE!

DD went to a friend's house for a few days. I call and call to try to arrange a time to pick her up. DS has to be somewhere else by 630 don't want a replay of last week. Can't text in the house. Jump many hoops to text her. She answers immediately. Then calls my cell knowing its stretchy at best. She got mad at me for bring up her homework and reminding her that staying up late on Thursday would not be a good idea since our Friday is going to be a long day/evening.

I'm feeling rather unappreciated by my DD. Maybe its time Mom isn't as available as Mom as been. Maybe its time for some no sorry cant' do that moments. I hate do that knowing her friend is moving 12 hours away sooner than later.

urrrr......this site is driving me crazy. Or is it my computer still. too glichly. got to go can't handle any more of this.




"There's a difference between interest and commitment. When you're interested in doing something, you do it only when it's convenient. When you're COMMITTED to something, you accept NO EXCUSES; only results."

I tired of being sick and tired all the time!! Time to do something about it!!

And This Too Shall Pass.

LIFE is like an echo..........


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Just stupid stuff. Like computer problems (mail.com). Messes up the whole day. I have to remember to "look up instead of looking around." (Thank you Papaw Herb)

You'll notice that a turtle only makes progress when it sticks out its neck...

Small victories win battles and won battles win wars.

Don't look back, you are not going in that direction.


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had plans today. well the weather changed that. so cold that it is only going up to 12 degrees. usually go to the mall to walk. i was going someplace else.

not going out until it is time for hubbys radiation.


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Amen to that. I am lucky to live alone. That is the way I like it. Just me and my companion cat, Missy, who is never vocal. Really, she rarely makes a sound. So, it is usually quite in here. Don't let eating something off plan lead to a binge. I have that happen too, so who am I to talk? But I am doing better. When I am tempted, the times that I do not give in, I give to encouraging others who have the same problem. We need to support one another in this problem. All of us. I hope you have a wonderful weekend. God bless.

I agree and applaud your message to Jill. Amen. Judi

You'll notice that a turtle only makes progress when it sticks out its neck...

Small victories win battles and won battles win wars.

Don't look back, you are not going in that direction.


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What are things that seem to keep me down? Myself. I am my own worse critic and punisher. The first thing I do when I wake up in the morning is reprimand myself for what I ate the day before. I know that eating too much makes me feel bad, yet I do it anyway way too often.... and once I've eaten something I told myself not to eat... then it becomes a feast-fest and I overdo it and feel horrible the next morning. this pattern must stop. I feel so great when I eat right. I feel so bad when I don't. I know this, so why do I keep making myself feel bad? Being fat keeps me down by robbing me of my confidence and self esteem.

OH... and I'm very frustrated this morning. I got up early (5) so I can have some time alone to read, ponder, write... (thinking I'd have at least 3 hours) but about 20 minutes is all I got before someone else was up. Someone who doesn't bother to get up this early any other time... the only time is when I"M up... then they are talking or on the computer watching videos loud enough to disrupt my thinking... I know I shouldn't be like this, I love this person dearly, but good grief!! This person can sleep until 8 or 9 on Saturdays! unless I'm up. I have no alone time any more now that I work full time. I used to have two full days in the house completely alone every week... kids at school, hubs at work... I miss that time so much. It's when I'd read and pray the biggest and ponder and meditate... I have not been alone for more than 20 minutes at a time since I started full time. It's sucking out my brain! ... So, now they are walking around, feeling the need to open the blinds behind me... then just stands there for a moment as if expecting me to do/say something, then talks... talks.... talks... I'm not responding much because I'm reading stuff online and typing, I expect any moment for a comment along the lines of... well if you're not going to talk then I'll just go... blah blah blah... that has happened before. ugh... so much for trying to have some much needed ME time. I shouldn't be so selfish, I reckon. .... ok, I've vented. Thanks for that. :)

Jill, I am sorry that someone felt the need to complain about your picture. My only thought is that it probably caused them to think about their soul and the emptiness in their heart that only Jesus can fill.... but they don't realize that the space is Jesus shaped and that nothing else can fill it. Just pray for them... God knows who they are.

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Amen to all our friends have said on this situation for you my dear sister. Love you. Judi

You'll notice that a turtle only makes progress when it sticks out its neck...

Small victories win battles and won battles win wars.

Don't look back, you are not going in that direction.


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Jill,I am sorry you had to deal with that,but that is what we should expect if we are followers of Christ,we are told in the scriptures repeatedly that we will suffer because of our love of Christ,so you hold your head up and rejoice girl,your doing right,I myself am beginning to feel I don't belong on other teams,sad but true, emoticon emoticon emoticon

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Jill,

i understand your feelings. love you, girl!



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Jill, you have my support 100%! I'm sorry someone felt the need to try to drag down such an awesome portrayal of our savior! God knows your heart, just never forget that!

Teresa in Georgetown, Ohio

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Oh man do I need to vent and I need to ask for the Lord to understand. I am so upset with someone on Sparks. I know that I have to forgive and that is done. I just don't understand how someone can be such a coward and not tell you to your face that they don't like something about you or your page. Of all things to complain about or report in this world of abominations. Why would someone complain about my profile picture of the Passion of the Christ portrayed by Jim Caviezel the man did a beautiful job of portraying our Savior. What is this world coming too. What do people do get up in the morning and look in the mirror and say to themselves "what am I going to complain about today" Really of all things. And then sparks wouldn't tell what team it was so I could leave that team. I just might get kick off of sparks because I stood up for my right to display the picture. I will fight for my Beloved Lord Jesus Christ until the day I die. I am sick and tired of every other religion in this world getting their butts kissed, but let a Christian just do one thing someone doesn't like and all of a sudden it's offensive guess what They can just kiss Jesus's grits. How about that.... I LOVED THE GUY and DON"T CARE WHO KNOWS IT!!!
JILL WILLIAMS

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Honey, I'm excited that your day went so well!

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Today/night was/has been SO much better than yesterday at this time! I took DS to the skaking rink. I hung out with the other moms. I crocheted my problems away. Loved watching my boy skate. I took him and a buddy of his shopping at an army surplus store. Off to church after that. I worked in the library. It was nice being a productive part of an adult world not really involving my children although there were kids there. Just not mine. lol DH was in a GREAT mood when I got home too. :)

"There's a difference between interest and commitment. When you're interested in doing something, you do it only when it's convenient. When you're COMMITTED to something, you accept NO EXCUSES; only results."

I tired of being sick and tired all the time!! Time to do something about it!!

And This Too Shall Pass.

LIFE is like an echo..........


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I am proud of you Honey. You stood up to them and then you felt you feelings and cried. Hang in there (don't you just hate it someone says that.) You have my number if you need me. Love ya. Judi

You'll notice that a turtle only makes progress when it sticks out its neck...

Small victories win battles and won battles win wars.

Don't look back, you are not going in that direction.


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Honey, I KNOW ONLY TOO WELL, the frustration of dealing with 'inconsiderate' children! lol One minute they will make you feel so loved and and you know they are truly a gift from GOD! Next minute, they are in their own little world not thinking of anyone but themselves.
? does it ever change? Not sure, but my ability to handle it has gotten better through the years. Praying for you dear one.

Praise GOD you are able to cry! For some of us, it's just not that easy. Tears can be so healing! Praise God you have a DH, too, (though snappy he may be, at times) . Oh, and Praise GOD they were doing thinks 'acceptable to GOD!
Yes, now it's my turn to see what I am capable of praising God for in my situations regarding my children. emoticon



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My day ended in tears and started that way today. I had to pick DD up yesterday. The plan which she well knew was to drop my DS off at class, pick her up, (1hour each way), get back in time to pick up DS. What happened? I get to said mall to wait. 45 minutes. I didn't feel comfortable sitting in a mall parking lot waiting. Felt every unsafe. But I did have our big dog with me. I take her when I can. She rides well. Anyway, finally get DD on the phone to find out they aren't even at the mall. Just outside it getting the other girls hair done. I go over there. By now I'm ANGRY. Hulk ANGRY. I walked in there chewed both of them out right then and there in front of everyone. Trying to get through to these young people that I feel used and abused. I don't require too much. Communication I do. Had they bothered to call me to say hey this is going on, I could have said ok, I'll get you after class no big deal. But others rely on me for transportation. As it was DS got out of class early of all things. His teacher brought him home. Not a big deal she lives in the subdivision across from us. Its the point of the thing.

I walk in the door to a Snapping Hubby. I now can't handle any more. I'm in tears, went to the shower. While DD was in the shower I shared with DH and DS what happened. Felt they needed to know.

DD did use the ear candles on me last night per my request. Not something I can do on my own. But she never did apologize or say thank you for picking me up. I only spent 2 hours on the road and 45 minutes in a parking lot to make it happen.

Sometimes she can be so grown up---18. Other times not so much.

Sorry just feeling growing pains.

I would love to ring bells again but serval other things come into play: it hurts my wrists, they aren't doing it anymore. :(

Cooking class: My teacher moved away.

Bible Study: need a group I can really connect with.

SP and excerise with big dog, DS and hopefully DD would be GREAT. I COULD USE SOME TIME IN THE WOODS. yep yep

"There's a difference between interest and commitment. When you're interested in doing something, you do it only when it's convenient. When you're COMMITTED to something, you accept NO EXCUSES; only results."

I tired of being sick and tired all the time!! Time to do something about it!!

And This Too Shall Pass.

LIFE is like an echo..........


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Honey, I agree with Judi. Your life matters. Go back to bible study and stay on SP! Better yet, poke 'em back with love and a little giggle~



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I may a little close to this one but maybe some folks should be made to do some things for themselves and you need to make a schedule that shows THEM when you are available to do things for THEM. Your DD is grown and she needs to respect you. Your DS is a very considerate young man and your DH needs to appreciate you more. That being said, you know HONEY, how much you mean to me. You are like a DD to me. I will be praying for you. Pick the one thing you want to do the most and ease it back into you life and let them know that is YOUR time. We all get poked! You are valuable not only to them but to YOURSELF. They need to know that you are not their puppet. Take care of YOU too. Love ya. Judi (I have not said anything you haven't already said to yourself, have I?) emoticon

You'll notice that a turtle only makes progress when it sticks out its neck...

Small victories win battles and won battles win wars.

Don't look back, you are not going in that direction.


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Some things that keep me down: websites that are sssllloooww---urrrr. I'm trying to do something for myself but this is eating up too much time. Computer problems. Other than; I live with people that put too many demands on me without giving back to me. If that makes sense. My DS is very quick to say, "Thanks, Mom for......What can I do for you tonight since you took me....and you lost hours of your life for me?" The other two are my beloved porcupines. I just never know when I'll get poked by those quills. They make lots of withdrawals with few deposits. The do for me, do for me attitude with nothing for me gets old quickly. Complaining already that I'm spending too much time on SP. I've just started back yesterday.

I gave up a Bible Study, ringing bells, cooking class, ect because of I got poked less when I did. I'll just have to get clever on my SP time. ;)

"There's a difference between interest and commitment. When you're interested in doing something, you do it only when it's convenient. When you're COMMITTED to something, you accept NO EXCUSES; only results."

I tired of being sick and tired all the time!! Time to do something about it!!

And This Too Shall Pass.

LIFE is like an echo..........


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Dear Judi Thank You for posting the Songs. They are very Beautiful Songs. Carrie Underwood is the best.. I agree with you.. I got 6=7 hours sleep for the last two days. I hope it continues. I need the sleep for my heart and health. I Thank God for the sleep. Hope that you have a Wonderful Lord's Day. Bless You. Love Elaine. Hope that you are feeling fine too. How is the weather back there? I hope that it had great improve from what it was with all the snow and ice. God Is The Savior Of All Man Kind And The World.

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You got it. Here is Carrie Underwood and Vince Gill as well as Carrie singing it alone. Two for the price of one. Lol. I love these too. What an awesome way of expressing our love for our Savior.


youtu.be/pLLMzr3PFgk Vince Gill and Carrie Underwood
youtu.be/nhvaDJTUmrU How Great Thou Art - Carrie Underwood

And a little surprise for Carrie at the Grand Ole Opry as one of her favorites has a question for her at the end. Enjoy.

youtu.be/UbycvUQzVD8 I Told You So -Carrie Underwood (The best female country performer today, in my opinion.)

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Dear Judi Thank You for the song OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD. I have never heard it before. It is a Beautiful Song. Thank You. Please keep posting songs. I love Music. I love Alan Jackson Gospel Music. Sat here and listen to him over an hour two nights in a row. Vince Gil and Terri Underwood sings HOW GREAT THOU ART. It is Beautiful. Try to listen to it if you can please. It is on UTube too. You may want to post it so everyone can listen to jt. I music. I do not know how to. Songs are very uplifting and good for the soul. I Thank God gave us Music to sing his Praises Unto Him. Love Elaine. I also love the song that you posted tonight too. Thank You.

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Thank you, Judi! I'm listening!



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Mornin' Della. You know how I am. Your post made me think of a song. Here goes:


youtu.be/o2gj_N4i77s I Bowed on My Knees

Enjoy. Judi emoticon

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Keeperfree, I know what you mean. On the outside most people look 'normal. But ? As you and I both know, looks are deceiving. What is normal, anyway?
The bible tells me there are no real norms in this world. We are all out of balance because we don't see Him as He is, yet! When we do see Him, we will be like Him and our suffering out of balance will end!
This is my hope!
I know this is your hope, too. This is what keeps me saying, praise you Father that You are with me even through this. PRAISING HIM is the only way I make it through those times when nothing else makes sense. When my world is so out of balance, I can turn to Him.
Yes, I see those who seem to have perfect lives, but this is the Life I have and I am thankful everyday for it! Sometimes I have to write to get out all of these feelings that tell me something different than what God's word tells me. Many times its just like what you have written here!
You are not alone, dear one. I'm here as are the other leaders if you want to vent more....
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You're right. Keep pushing forward. Just remember.....we can only take one step at a time and not get overwhelmed. WE can do it, right? I love what you had to say. Wish you could get more sleep, sweetheart. I have a song just for you today. I hope you have a good Thursday. Will keep you in my prayers. Love ya. Judi. emoticon

youtu.be/smZwG-auxC8 Our God Is An Awesome God

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Enjoyed my scenic ride out to the doctor appointment Tuesday afternoon. My toilet was flooding the lobby today downstairs. So they had to spend all afternoon til 5:30 PM fixing it. I \'m not getting that much sleep though. We must not ever quit. God helps those who help themselves. We have to take a step at a time. Keep Pushing Forward. You Can Do It!!! We have an Awesome God. God Blessings Always.

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I have Posted another Blog on my Spark Page. Please read it. God Blessings to Everyone. Have a Wonderful Day Love Elaine.

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Yes, Sandra, I have Positional Balance Disorder associated with Meniers Disease. I take medication for it but still fall. It is a problem for me, that's for sure. Thank you, Sandra. Have a blessed day. Love ya. Judi

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these past few weeks are so busy we are bombarded with semester exams. then it will slow down for a month and then comes taking a trip 60 miles away for 5 days in a row 4 of them for my daughter's benchmarks and one for grocery shopping. at least I can ask my S/O if he wants to have lunch with us on Saturday since he lives in the town we are going


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DID ANYONE CHECK YOUR BALANCE THAT IS WHY YOU MIGHT BE FALLING AND HURT YOURSELF

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KEEPERFREE, I have dealt with bi-polar and I understand how it can make you feel. I struggled with that for over 30 years until I got rid of it. I was able with the help of the Lord to get off the medication and no longer see a Psychiatrist. I still have depression from time to time but that is normal. I AM NOT TELLING YOU TO STOP TAKING MEDICATION. I would never say that. That is something you would need to talk with you doctor about, of course. I just wanted to let you know for me bi-polar for me did not have to be a "prison". I just want you to know that I do understand what you are going through and I am praying that you will soon feel much better. God bless. Love ya. Judi emoticon

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Oh, Elaine, my dear friend, do I ever know what you mean. I have been to so many doctors in the last 5 weeks and I promise, I have just about lost it with these characters and have driven my blood pressure up so high. I don't think they even talk to each other. It can be so very frustrating and taxing on you. It gets to the point where trusting them is a real problem for me. And as you said, some of the "doctors" are in the same building. I am expecting a call from my Primary Care Physician today. She knows that I am upset about the conflicting stories I am getting from these characters and I told them yesterday that I wanted some real answers. I fall so easily. I fell up against the wall yesterday and hit a nail there (no idea why) and cut my and on it. I have to use the walker all the time. Except in my kitchen which is very small. I hope you can some answers and things will be better for you soon. I understand how you feel. You can talk with me anytime, if you need to. I am just a Sparkmail, away. Judi emoticon emoticon

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emoticon This is the part I really hate about the Bi-polar,the depression,I hate the medication.The Bi-polar makes me feel I am defective,I feel like I am on a slide,slipping wildly down into a dark tunnel,I want to tell everyone that I am sorry that I am being disappointing right now,I hate being Bipolar,especially right now,I can't even draw,or write,but I still workout,still eating right,it is like a lifeline right now,I just want too be ''normal' emoticon

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Hi Judi. I have the same walker that you have with the seat on it. I uses it when I go out and to the doctors. I even take it to the hospital with me. I have used it in the apartment once in awhile too. Tonight I was standing at the kitchen sink and got very lightheaded that I fell into the side kitchen counter. And I'm getting worse. I went to the Gastroenterologist yesterday. It was a mess. They presented me with a medication list 4 years old and ask if that was my medications that I'm on. I said no and give them my current list as of last Friday. The doctor came in and begin asking off the wall questions then. They had no records for me. Asked where my primary doctor was, weather she was with Providence, etc. He asked the same thing about my heart doctor. Told him he is on the second floor in the same building. Didn't know how to access my records on the computer but finally found a way to do it. Ask how I was. Told him I was in the hospital again. Ask why and I told him. Wants to send note to heart doctor. Harrowing of artery going to the stomach is quite bad too. They don't want to do anything that would reqire and sedition at all because of the heart He did say was the radigists intervention might be able to do something. Said he would talk to them. All I wanted to do was to come home and go to bed. Very drainng on me . Then I had to wait about an hour for Medical Transport to arrive to bring me home. The cab driver refused to put the ramp down stating it was for wheelchairs. And I said for walkers too. He decided to take the long way on freeways by downtown etc bring me home. I trid to enjoy the ride. The driver thattook me out there it was his second day on the job decided to go over mountains etc. looking at Portland. I did enjoy that ride a lot. He was very nice. I did get about three hours of sleep when I got home. It is a day a do not want repeat at all. And then the doctor wants to see me again in 8 weeks. What for? For a repeat performance of today!!! He was so disconnected from me as his patient. So this is how my day went. I hope that you had a fantastic day. Love God too. Love Elaine.


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Good morning Elaine. I have a Positional Balance Disorder associated with Menieres Disease and I am subject to falling as well. I use a Rollater which is a walker with a seat. I use it all the time. Have been in PT for some time, since a bad fall in September. You need to do what will keep you safe. Be careful, my friend. Will continue to pray for you and our sons. Have a blessed day. Judi emoticon

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Dear Judi. I had an appointment with PT for a Motorized Wheelchair Accessment. I go back next week to meet with the Vendor and PT. Then it goes to my insurance company for approval. They took all the measurements and ran me through some exercise checking my balance. Out on 56 points I only got 19. I'm at high risk for falling. Today I have an intake appointment at the Gastroenterologist. I am having to go to so many different doctor appointments. It is very overwhelming. So please pray that all goes well with them. I'm very tired so will try to go to bed now. Hope I can sleep. Need the sleep very badly. I hope that you are doing well. Will write again tonight. God is good. God Blessings Always. Love Elaine. Having severe cramps. Very painful. Hope that our sons are doing well too. Bless Them In Jesus Name Amen.

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Dear Elaine, You take your time. I know how hard this is. Believe me. We are here for you no matter what. You take all the time you need. We are here when you need us and no one will pressure you in any way..Jesus promised that he would never leave you or forsake you and neither will we. God bless. Hold to God's unchanging hand and claim the peace he offers us.
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Hi Sister. My Son was born 1/21975.That would make him 39 now I think. So there is 6 six year between our Sons. Six weeks after my Dad died of having Cancer for 26 years. Had 5 or 6 major surgeries growth on his arm, skin cancer etc. So everything had to be centered around him. All three of us children had major problems which my parents didn't know how to deal with. They done the best they could but it wasn't near enough . So I name my Son after my Dad on the delivery table. My Dad wanted to see his Grand Son so bad too. But it wasn't meant to be. God took Dad home to be with him. As I said I'm a very close person so will post what I feel comfortable with. It is going to take time to get all of this out into the open. But I have to do it for myself and my mental Health. So be patient with me. Love and God Blessings Always. Elaine. God is Good. Hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Girl, we seem more alike each time you post. I also have a son. He is 46 and lives about 35 miles away and I see him maybe every two months. Are you sure we aren't kin in some way? I know, we are sisters in Christ. My son has turned to budha and other things even though he was raised in the Lord's church. So we will pray for each other's sons. God bless.

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Hi It seems like we have a lot in common. I see I'm not the only one in her apartment 24/7. I have a son who lives 50 miles from me and haven't heard or seen him for over two years. It has been extremely had on me. He knows I have had these heart hearts etc. but acts like he could care less. It is killing me. I love my son very much too. It is very heartbreaking and sad. It is killing me. So please pray for my son too. Woulg appreciate it very much. Sending lots of Love and Hugs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Your Way and to Everyone. We have an Awesome God.

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You are getting what my granddaughter calls "air hugs" from me this morning, my friend. If I were there you will have the real thing because I know exactly how you feel. I am in my apartment alone 24/7. I see very few friends. I get so lonely. And I am dealing with similar health issues. Even though, we may not be able to hug you personally as friends, you have at least 257 friends on this team who care deeply for you. I know you are probably thinking, as I have many times, "They are just saying those things, they really don't know me or care about me....it's all just words". Let me tell you that is so far from the truth. It is our aim, at least I know it is my aim, on this team to spread the love of Jesus and to love as he loves us. I want you to know that I will pray for you this morning and I want you to know also that if you want to talk privately, I am only a Sparkmail away. And, sweetie, you are not alone. The Lord has promised never to leave you forsake you. God bless and I hope you have a peaceful and pleasant Sunday. Your friend, Judi. emoticon emoticon emoticon

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