I can certainly sympathize with you. There are days when anger just wells up inside. Cutting out smoking, soda, sugar, caffeine or even salt can make you really edgy for a while. Once you get over the withdrawal, it will probably get some better.
Tension and anger at the cheater are another story altogether. If they cheat BEFORE you marry them, they will probably cheat even more later. Also if he or she cheats WITH you they will probably cheat ON you too. You deserve BETTER than someone who devalues you. You have to decide whether or not he is worth it or not to stay with someone who cheats doesn't make a lot of sense to me but LOTS of people decide the cheater is worth the PAIN - like most things, this is a CHOICE and you can CHOOSE whether to accept or reject being treated like that.
With love and caring from Nancy ... wishing all of you a wonderful, blessed, and precious day.
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