It doesn't matter what your sexual orientation is, finding the right person for you is difficult for most people. I had a bad break up long ago. I am thinking back - it took a few months to get over the initial emotions. It took even longer to deal with the "break up voices" and to come to grips with a number of questions I had about the break up. I guess you could call them the "why me" and the "why not me"'s. lol
The hard truth, that no one wants to hear, is that we don't need someone in our life that isn't completely committed to us. As an RN I can tell you that if you are having issues with chronic fatigue - drinking alcohol isn't helping the condition. Your body won't function well when dehydrated, and no matter how much you try to rehydrate, if you are drinking regularly - you are dehydrated. I hope that helps to kick the ETOH - pour all that angst into your art! Channel it. Direct it. Use it and turn it into something beautiful.
Hope today is better than yesterday.
“Do not let your fire go out spark by irreplaceable spark... Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists.. it is real…. It is possible…. It’s yours. “
Ayn Rand (Atlas Shrugged) pinterest.com/creatv/
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