Ok, I was ready to come on here and post that I was on my way home from some alone time (I have a great DH!) and ate Taco Bell and enjoyed every bite. I was all rebellious and such - I WANT it, so I don't care what other people think, I'm going to go HAVE it and I'm going to LIKE it and I'm going to TELL them. I even called DH to ask him if he wanted me to get him anything (he was on the other line.) So I'm within about two blocks of the place and I remembered someone on here has a tag that says "Nothing tastes as good as thin feels."
Wish I could say it was "pump up" inspiring (as I'm sure it is to some), but it wasn't. It just made me angry that it was getting in the way of my Taco Bell thoughts. What it DID do, though, was make me put my blinker on and get in the lane away from the restaurant (I guess I use the term lightly!) so I couldn't make the turn in as I drove by. So here I sit, posting on the board and eating no butter popcorn instead of the....
OK, I can't even write it. But I drove past. Maybe someday I'll drive past and not be angry, or dare I hope, not even want it! But today, I drove past.
Baby steps, right?
| current weight: 150.0